Wish I was more prepared

[Brokenwithbpd]

I wish I ordered my SN already. I want to ctb. I'm sitting in the bathroom with a belt around my neck just so maybe I can choke and feel like I'm dying.
On the other hand..... the blade is my best friend

I'm not doing so good.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Did something happen recently or is it just a build-up of bad days? Vent - I'm listening