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hatewhativebecome

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Sep 30, 2022
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I wish there was someone you could hire to help achieve a peaceful death.

I'm home alone this weekend and my 2 methods I was willing to try (partial and NN) are not working. I don't even come close to knocking out when practicing.

Can I just go to sleep tonight and not wake up again? Is that so much to ask?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It would be so ideal to just have the option to never wake again. To permanently cease to exist is the best thing possible as it solves all problems. I hate how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated and how we live in this pro suffering society that wants to force us to exist against our wishes. Your feelings are understandable.
 
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hatewhativebecome

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Sep 30, 2022
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It would be so ideal to just have the option to never wake again. To permanently cease to exist is the best thing possible as it solves all problems. I hate how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated and how we live in this pro suffering society that wants to force us to exist against our wishes. Your feelings are understandable.
When I was in high school there was a kid who died in his sleep from a brain aneurysm. I've always hoped for something similar to happen to me.
 
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akirat9

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Sep 23, 2022
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no is not to pay just to cease existing, as go to sleep with function; wake_jisatsu [globalvar set = 1]

i say, go to sleep not wake up easy die.
 
hamtaro

hamtaro

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Oct 8, 2022
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When I was in high school there was a kid who died in his sleep from a brain aneurysm. I've always hoped for something similar to happen to me.
I read an article recently about a five year old boy who died in his sleep; he had an undiagnosed medical condition. How much I would give to swap places with him!
 
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Pluto

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Dec 27, 2020
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How much I would give to swap places with him!
The same is true of freak accidents. A couple of people were walking up the street in Melbourne about 10 years ago when a gust of wind blew a brick wall on top of them. The fact that these sorts of people lose their lives while we are forced to live against our will is a whole new level of tragedy.
 
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hamtaro

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Oct 8, 2022
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The same is true of freak accidents. A couple of people were walking up the street in Melbourne about 10 years ago when a gust of wind blew a brick wall on top of them. The fact that these sorts of people lose their lives while we are forced to live against our will is a whole new level of tragedy.
It is! I see stories of shootings and things, and I think, "Why can't that be me? I want to go! Spare the ones that want to live!"
 
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wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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me to I wish there was someone I could hire to help achieve a peaceful death. by shooting me in my heart
 
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Sad_Sack

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Oct 3, 2022
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I've wished for this too. They're out there too which us the frustrating thing.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
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The same is true of freak accidents. A couple of people were walking up the street in Melbourne about 10 years ago when a gust of wind blew a brick wall on top of them. The fact that these sorts of people lose their lives while we are forced to live against our will is a whole new level of tragedy.
Something like that happened in my neighborhood a year or two ago. A few bricks fell off of my building and killed a man who was standing outside. It was totally bizarre and random.

I felt horrible for him, and would've traded places in a heartbeat if I could've. I can't help but think why the cards play out like that for some and not for others.
 
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JustSwingingTheD

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Jan 31, 2022
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I wish there was someone you could hire to help achieve a peaceful death.

I'm home alone this weekend and my 2 methods I was willing to try (partial and NN) are not working. I don't even come close to knocking out when practicing.

Can I just go to sleep tonight and not wake up again? Is that so much to ask?
Why would you rely on such crappy methods?
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
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pro suffering society
I read an interview of someone talking about her sis suicide and said that she had extreme anxiety, she had a lot of problems, that she could hardly leave the house but that her suicide was due to look it up on google, it's ridiculous, it's not due to a miserable life? Is it so hard for people to understand that death is part of it and that sometimes, rationally, you want to quit?
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
I wish there was someone I could hire some . kill me by shooting me in my heart
 

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