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isam

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Dec 11, 2019
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Hey guys..

Here we are.

My SN from UK is here. I tried it with a bit of blood, it became brown in few seconds. I guess it's the right stuff then..

So, as I ended eating around 1pm, I planned to drink the magic stuff at 22 (10pm).

First, I will write few things, clean my place, prepare some things, take a shower, and start the final way.

Actually I don't know how I feel. A mix of sadness, anxiety, happiness, freedom.. It feels so weird.

I'll keep you informed during my evening.
 
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I'm sorry for whatever has brought you here. I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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Hi, I'm sorry life has led you to this. I wish it could have been better. I hope you'll find the peace you're looking for. We're here for you no matter what, don't hesitate to come to us (you can also PM me) if you need anything or if you're feeling anxious :hug:
 
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I wish things could have been better for you. Peace and love to you. ❤❤❤
 
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Whatever you choose to do I wish you the best. I don't know your reasons for ctb but it is your choice, if you made up your mind.
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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I really wanted you can get some help. But I think you tried enough.. It's too sad, but if you decided your mind to do so, I can do nothing. Sorry for how you feel. I'll be with you as soon as mine arrives.
 
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Nov 22, 2019
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Peace be with you.
 
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I wish I could be there with you. But I am here with you in spirit. :hug::heart:
 
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I am so sorry you end up this way but I hope you fond peace. I wish you the best in whatever you decide. I am here with you.
 
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Sending peace and comfort.
 
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isam

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Oh i forgot to say something..

PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME CRY!!!

There is so many emotions at once RN, I don't know how to react to myself :ahhha: :pfff:

I'm sorry for whatever has brought you here. I wish you a peaceful journey.
Thanks.. This is all i need.

Hi, I'm sorry life has led you to this. I wish it could have been better. I hope you'll find the peace you're looking for. We're here for you no matter what, don't hesitate to come to us (you can also PM me) if you need anything or if you're feeling anxious :hug:
Thanks. I'll try to write step by step how i feel and what I do.
I wish things could have been better for you. Peace and love to you. ❤❤❤
Thank you so much
Whatever you choose to do I wish you the best. I don't know your reasons for ctb but it is your choice, if you made up your mind.
Good luck.:heart:
Yeah it's in my mind since as long as I can remember, so for the 2nd time now I'm gonna do it.
I really wanted you can get some help. But I think you tried enough.. It's too sad, but if you decided your mind to do so, I can do nothing. Sorry for how you feel. I'll be with you as soon as mine arrives.
It has been really nice to talk with you. Don't have any guilt about yourself. Please do that for me. Don't forget I keep you a good spot in the bus !
Peace be with you.
Thanks. This is my biggest dream.
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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Oh i forgot to say something..

PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME CRY!!!

There is so many emotions at once RN, I don't know how to react to myself :ahhha: :pfff:


Thanks.. This is all i need.


Thanks. I'll try to write step by step how i feel and what I do.

Thank you so much

Yeah it's in my mind since as long as I can remember, so for the 2nd time now I'm gonna do it.

It has been really nice to talk with you. Don't have any guilt about yourself. Please do that for me. Don't forget I keep you a good spot in the bus !

Thanks. This is my biggest dream.
Thanks. I'm going to catch your bus soon.
 
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realjunes

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Oct 1, 2019
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Hey guys..

Here we are.

My SN from UK is here. I tried it with a bit of blood, it became brown in few seconds. I guess it's the right stuff then..

So, as I ended eating around 1pm, I planned to drink the magic stuff at 22 (10pm).

First, I will write few things, clean my place, prepare some things, take a shower, and start the final way.

Actually I don't know how I feel. A mix of sadness, anxiety, happiness, freedom.. It feels so weird.

I'll keep you informed during my evening.

I am sorry for the pain and misery that has been part of your life. I think you are in UK time zone, right? 10:00 pm UK time will be 3:00 pm in US Central Time zone, so I will be sure to be here for you, and support you. Thank you.
:heart:
 
isam

isam

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Dec 11, 2019
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I am sorry for the pain and misery that has been part of your life. I think you are in UK time zone, right? 10:00 pm UK time will be 3:00 pm in US Central Time zone, so I will be sure to be here for you, and support you. Thank you.
It's 19:15 here, so 7:15pm
2:45 hours left before SN..
He's in Franve
I'm a she ! But well, who cares :happy:
 
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I wish for your peace and end of suffering.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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May I ask if you are doing stat dose or 48 regime?
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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I hatr christmas. mine is stucked in the depot. I need it right now.
 
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realjunes

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Oct 1, 2019
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It's 19:15 here, so 7:15pm
2:45 hours left before SN..

I'm a she ! But well, who cares :happy:
We don't care, he, she, whatever, we love you in any configuration!
 
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isam

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I wish for your peace and end of suffering.
Thanks. This is all I wish for.
Good luck, love
Thanks !
good luck
Thanks, I cannot allow myself to fail this time
May I ask if you are doing stat dose or 48 regime?
Stat dose, I had no idea when i was supposed to receive it, and i decided to take it the same day so.. Stat, no choice !
I hatr christmas. mine is stucked in the depot. I need it right now.
Good luck. Keep your chin up. It will arrive.
We don't care, he, she, whatever, we love you in any configuration!
haha true :pfff:
 
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Sep 28, 2019
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It was so nice talking to you via our private messages. I really liked you. :heart: I know how you feel, I relate to you so much, and I am so happy for you achieving your dream in achieving ultimate peace and finally making it happen. Nothing will hurt you anymore or bring you pain from this world. You will be finally free of all the trivial matters of this world. :heart:
Please also save me a special spot with you on the bus should I ever choose to join it. :heart:
Warmest of embraces. :hug::hug::heart::heart::heart:
I wish I can hug you for real. I will think of you always and you will always be in my heart. :heart:
 
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Oct 18, 2019
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I hope you find the peace you deserve no matter how. Your presence here has been a good one and you will be missed.
 
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Nov 23, 2018
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Good luck and Safe Travels.
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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I can't congratulate you like others in here. Please don't leave me alone... I can't stop crying now. I really wanted you to get help, and feel better. But I know you suffered enough.. I never encourage you to ctb, but I can't force you to keep alive. Sorry for being selfish. I'm going to escape this world soon. Like you do.
 
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Dec 17, 2019
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Good luck. Wishing you a peaceful exit.
 
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Jun 16, 2019
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Hope everything goes according to plan... sending you lots of love, hope you have a peaceful journey, stay strong. :heart::heart:
 
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We are here for you sending love and peace.
 
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Thank you for your time with us and for sharing this special moment. May your transition be smooth.
 
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