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Win 100 billion euros but never again have the option of suicide?

  • Yes

    Votes: 14 51.9%
  • No

    Votes: 13 48.1%

  • Total voters
    27
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,659
Win 100 billion euros but never again have the option of suicide?

Yes?
No?
 
N

noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,418
Yes, of course I would choose the money. I could live an extremely obese and unhealthy lifestyle still.
 
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doomedforsure

i cant handle this shir
Oct 13, 2025
48
its not the matter of money ;-;
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,075
I would rather suicide because suicide is my top goal , my only rational goal

There is nothing that could ever change my mind

They say you have to live or do this or want that

Why do I have to live or do that? I don't.

The only things I want is to avoid unbearable pain and kill myself ( this bag of 30 trillion cells they call a human body that is a torture chamber i'm trapped in)

Nothing really matters except avoiding intolerable pain or extreme suffering or extreme torture.

And to me it matters to escape this hell, and also undo this horrible imposition .

Many more reasons a book to explain it why to me only suicide is my only rational goal the only thing that really matters

How fast did this year 2025 fly by? In a blink its 2026. We'll all be dead soon and never exist again. Another reason why nothing matters.

But i can't go through any extreme torture and suicide to permanent Non-existence is the only way to avoid torture

the crap pleasure addictions are fleeting. but the horrible thing is 1 second of the worst pain can seem to go on for years.

They repeatedly tell us that we have to seek pleasure, enjoy yourself, be happy.

Pain far outweighs any shit pleasure

Horrible things far outweigh any pleasure addictions
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
475
There are things that might make me consider giving up the possibility of suicide, but money ain't one of them 😭
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
94
Money will probably fix some things (e. g. give opportunity to move to different country), but in general it doesn't matter.
 
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metfan647

Member
Jun 12, 2025
76
Money would not keep my thoughts at bay once I get even older and weaker in 10 years time.

I'd have a great time with some free money now but I'd revert to my default state soon enough.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Member
Dec 10, 2025
42
I'll take the money and take it from there I suppose 🤔💭 and probably change my user to lucky777
 
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Tautochrome

Tautochrome

Member
Nov 22, 2025
47
Nuh uh, material goods aren't THAT appealing. I need a way out. So unless there exists some loophole that still allows for death at a chosen time, I don't want the money.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
1,654
I'd just pay someone to kill me
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ Finding a Reason ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊
Oct 16, 2025
88
i love money too much and i love spending heaps amounts. its so much more in my currency

id probably even get huge benefits from being insanely rich too.

its silly that i view money as a solution for me because, theres so many things i want in life that id live forever to get everything i want.
but thats just me.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
566
Yes, I would take wealth over suicide. The decades of drudgery ahead of me post-life failure are terrifying. If I could do what I wanted all day without money or work stress I'd be fine
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,659
Mon rêve est un suicide sans douleur et très rapide...like euthanasia
 
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InTheAbyss

Student
Jul 30, 2024
100
I'd take the money only if there was a loophole that after spending some I could use some of it to have myself ended.
 
MissAbyss

MissAbyss

⋆𐙚❅*°⋆❆.ೃ࿔༻˚𖠰˚༺࿔.ೃ❆⋆°*❅𐙚⋆
Jul 20, 2025
454
I'd take the money only if there was a loophole that after spending some I could use some of it to have myself ended.
*Waves*

No, not worth the money/risk in my case.
 
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InTheAbyss

Student
Jul 30, 2024
100
*Waves*

No, not worth the money/risk in my case.
That's fair. I have the type of luck that I likely wouldn't be able to end myself with the money. There was just a tiny bit of hope that I could do some good with it before leaving hell.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,207
I just want non-existence, I'd never wish for this dreadful, futile existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.

I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, to me existence itself is the true problem and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want to be unconscious for all eternity with all gone and torgotten about, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, for me non-existence is just the only relief, only in non-existence will I be at peace, to me existence just feels like the most terrible, cruel mistake.
 

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