Venting Willing to make everyone life hell

[DrownFeather]

I feel rage, extremely rage and want before cbt to make everyone life around me hell and suffer im done with feeling weak and pathetic , i will die when everyone start hate me

 

[Britvik]

If you think making others suffer will make you appear less weak and pathetic, you're very wrong. You will appear even more weak and pathetic. Life is already cruel and unfair. We don't need people making it worse. Plus, that's easy. Anybody can make life worse. Try being strong and admirable instead, by making life better. Now that's hard and worth admiring.

 

[DrownFeather]

If you think making others suffer will make you appear less weak and pathetic, you're very wrong. You will appear even more weak and pathetic. Life is already cruel and unfair. We don't need people making it worse. Plus, that's easy. Anybody can make life worse. Try being strong and admirable instead, by making life better. Now that's hard and worth admiring.

But what if everyone treated you so bad for long time, no caring or empathy, making your life stressful and ashamed, they deserve what they gave
It's not to be strong or something, its final REVENGE

 

[grungeCat]

I already suffer and I feel very pathetic and weak... I am very depressed and I take my life as hell too.... so I think it is what makes you happy, I guess?

 

[lostmylove]

But what if everyone treated you so bad for long time, no caring or empathy, making your life stressful and ashamed, they deserve what they gave
It's not to be strong or something, its final REVENGE

I think most people in life who have got revenge in some format are very underwhelmed. I know life's treated you bad, but you can't give the world hatred back as a response to hatred or the cycle will continue. If you make a decision it should be done from the basis of wanting peace.

That peace may ultimately be getting better, or suicide but either way you have to walk that road yourself not involving other people.

 

[Britvik]

But what if everyone treated you so bad for long time, no caring or empathy, making your life stressful and ashamed, they deserve what they gave

Two wrongs don't make a right.
Adding to the suffering in the world does not make you suffer less.

If you want admiration, be admirable.

 

[DrownFeather]

I already suffer and I feel very pathetic and weak... I am very depressed and I take my life as hell too.... so I think it is what makes you happy, I guess?

I don't hurt anybody who is innocent, only who deserves

 

[lostmylove]

I don't hurt anybody who is innocent, only who deserves

This is subjective though. You can make the case if you try hard enough anyone could 'deserve' this. Idk what sex you are, I am a man. There's nothing manly about wanting to hurt people if it was me in this situation.

 

[grungeCat]

I don't hurt anybody who is innocent, only who deserves

I am not innocent, I have done many bad things in the past. I am not a good person so I deserve to be punished

 

[DrownFeather]

This is subjective though. You can make the case if you try hard enough anyone could 'deserve' this. Idk what sex you are, I am a man. There's nothing manly about wanting to hurt people if it was me in this situation.

I'm man too, its not to make me appear manly here, some people need to get sip of their own poison to make them stop hurting others

I am not innocent, I have done many bad things in the past. I am not a good person so I deserve to be punished

If you admitted that you did bad things, then you had regretted it therefore making you good person, that's the difference
While some don't admit...

 

[Lullaby]

Honestly, OP, I've been there and getting revenge doesn't make you feel better. It really doesn't.

I've noticed it really bothers people when you show them that you're not bothered by their bs or attempts to bring you down. It's cliche and corny, but you'd be surprised. You even see it with internet trolls. They get so upset you don't react in the way they want.

I promise you, they're not worth it. They're more miserable, that's why they try to bring other people down with them.

 

[DrownFeather]

Honestly, OP, I've been there and getting revenge doesn't make you feel better. It really doesn't.

I've noticed it really bothers people when you show them that you're not bothered by their bs or attempts to bring you down. It's cliche and corny, but you'd be surprised. You even see it with internet trolls. They get so upset you don't react in the way they want.

I promise you, they're not worth it. They're more miserable, that's why they try to bring other people down with them.

I understand that, but if you let these trolls, pretty well i never saw someone feel bad after trolling someone, maybe im blind but where is the JUSTICE with leaving them continue with that?

 

[Pain In The Ass]

only who deserves

You are not God. And you've probably committed more sins against others than you think you have.

If you hurt people, then you have to rush your CTB, and make it work 1st time, else you'll end up in a prison cell with no way to CTB except brutal methods. It's not worth it, for your own sake.

 

[DrownFeather]

You are not God. And you've probably committed more sins against others than you think you have.

If you hurt people, then you have to rush your CTB, and make it work 1st time, else you'll end up in a prison cell with no way to CTB except brutal methods. It's not worth it, for your own sake.

I never made someone depressed to degree of wanting to cbt, you misunderstood me, in not gonna commit physical or hurting at all I'm peaceful as fuck but will make they feel bad to degree of admitting they been bad

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I never made someone depressed to degree of wanting to cbt, you misunderstood me, in not gonna commit physical or hurting at all I'm peaceful as fuck but will make they feel bad to degree of admitting they been bad

OK, apologies

 

[DrownFeather]

OK, apologies

Don't sorry, be safe

 

[deleted]

I feel like doing the same.

 

[DrownFeather]

I feel like doing the same.

Hard to resist that feeling

 

[ornitier199]

I never made someone depressed to degree of wanting to cbt,

I know someone in particular who has. That type is definitely out there. Putting up some fake veil to hide their true colors.

 

[Klo]

I don't believe you are really ready to go until you can let go of the anger you are feeling. Other people suck and you may have good reason to truly hate the people around you, but going out of your way to make a negative environment worse is really a shifty thing to do to people. Wanting your suffering to end is understandable but many people will already feel sad and guilty when you ctb. You don't need to do extra to hurt them more.

 

[DrownFeather]

I don't believe you are really ready to go until you can let go of the anger you are feeling. Other people suck and you may have good reason to truly hate the people around you, but going out of your way to make a negative environment worse is really a shifty thing to do to people. Wanting your suffering to end is understandable but many people will already feel sad and guilty when you ctb. You don't need to do extra to hurt them more.

True that, I'm now been calm again and peaceful, guess my ctb will teach them lesson at least, ignoring everyone for now is better for me, thanks for response

 

[Klo]

True that, I'm now been calm again and peaceful, guess my ctb will teach them lesson at least, ignoring everyone for now is better for me, thanks for response

No problem. I used to want to write a bunch of letters to all the shitty people in my life to make them feel how much that they have hurt me, but yeah I have just decided to ignore them and move on. They will know when I'm gone. I just cut them out in the meantime and hopefully one day soon I will ctb and none of it will matter anymore. I wish you well

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

I never made someone depressed to degree of wanting to cbt, you misunderstood me, in not gonna commit physical or hurting at all I'm peaceful as fuck but will make they feel bad to degree of admitting they been bad

No, you probably wouldn't make them feel bad unless you managed to do something illegal. Bullies do not usually get their comeuppance like that. Whatever you are planning to say or do [including CTB and blaming them] will most likely be out of sight out of mind in a week tops.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I understand but definitely not worth it. You will be becoming the same kind of person as the person who hurt you, and from what I have seen from your comments you are not like that. You seem to be a very kind person. Don't lose your values and qualities for those who are worthless. Be superior to that.

 

[DrownFeather]

I understand but definitely not worth it. You will be becoming the same kind of person as the person who hurt you, and from what I have seen from your comments you are not like that. You seem to be a very kind person. Don't lose your values and qualities for those who are worthless. Be superior to that.

True, that's not who I am, i mean i never hurt animal not even human, it's might been just a peak of agony and suffering for me, i will just leave them behind and have peace

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

True, that's not who I am, i mean i never hurt animal not even human, it's might been just a peak of agony and suffering for me, i will just leave them behind and have peace

That's a toughtfully and wise decision :) I hope you can find peace in whatever you decide to do.