DontFearTheReaper

DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
Will you watch TV, a movie or play music when going? Have any other rituals or conditions you want to be there?
 
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ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
131
I'll probably listen to Sonic Youth or Bugg maybe before I go. I want to eat something amazing like Jimmy Johns or Sushi. Yes that's amazing food to me LMAO. I want to die with somebody so I would do all this either before I meet them or the day before but if I do it by myself I'll just do all that, wait a big few hours, and then kill myself.
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
I'm going to make a playlist of my favourite songs before I go. Then have that playing on repeat as I drift out.

It's going to be hard to find an order for the songs though, figuring out which ones I absolutely hear one last time.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
I'm going via nitrogen. Is there a 5 minute movie anywhere on YouTube?
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
I'm going to make a playlist of my favourite songs before I go. Then have that playing on repeat as I drift out.

It's going to be hard to find an order for the songs though, figuring out which ones I absolutely hear one last time.


I'm thinking about including the Beatles' Yellow Submarine. That way, if I ever would consider changing my mind, I'd definitely proceed with gusto...
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
I'll pass out for sure
 
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Trulysorry

Member
Dec 31, 2018
95
Depending on my final location.. probably put tv on in the background or the radio if in my car.. will see
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,798
I'll probably have this on loop. It's a good piece for me imho to listen to right before I ctb. I guess I have different tastes in music and reactions to it than most people, heh.
 
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DontFearTheReaper

DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
NO CLUE do you have one ?
No. Will have to put on the dishwasher and music not to be heard. Would prefer something that distracts but that I am not attached too.
 
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DontFearTheReaper

DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I'm thinking about including the Beatles' Yellow Submarine. That way, if I ever would consider changing my mind, I'd definitely proceed with gusto...

Like your style @JWL
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
Going to listen to "Adios" by Enya--probably not a song about suicide, but that's the way my warped mind interprets everything these days.
 
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johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
I'd like to, but I'd be doing it at a hotel, and am paranoid a technical malfunction could cause the volume to go way up and attract attention to the room
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
'Paranoid' by Black Sabbath would be the ultimate BGM to exit to. Go out with BALLS..!!
 
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David Richardson

David Richardson

Scared of peace.
Feb 13, 2019
11
I'm probably gonna make a playlist of songs. I'm not sure whether they should be angry ( which could make me agitated ), sad or calm. Music changes my emotions, so it might have an impact. I'll definitely be listening to something though, I hate silence. You can probably tell that some Nirvana songs will be in my playlist.
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
I'm going to make a playlist. Don't know if I'll put it on loop though, I'll have headphones on so it's not like anyone else could hear if anyone comes home early for some reason. (I have a few hours alone for my method)
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Ofcourse I'm going to listen to music! It's what I love doing the most. If they're my last moments, I better make them as good as possible.
 
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