Help will this work

[user667]

here's the stuff i have to OD on. i need to die as soon as possible and can't wait for SN or N or anything i don't have on hand.
28x benadryl
45x ritalin (methylphenidate)
20x hydroxyzine
80x lexapro (escitalopram)
some otc painkillers
maybe a bottle of prozac
some alcohol
will this work? i was thinking of taking these then passing out into a noose. i would do hanging on its own but i have been unsuccessful. i just hang there for a minute then accept it's not going to work and get up and walk away. also i live with my parents so i'm hoping they don't find me. if they found me on the pills it wouldn't be too bad but if i hang myself and pass out and thrash around they could hear and i could end up a vegetable. but i don't want to overthink and psych myself out. i'd do anything to die tonight, no matter how painful. if there's a chance i'll die i'll do it.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Honestly, I can write an essay on why that wouldn't work. No... this is entirely a bad idea. Maybe benadryl and alcohol... would suffice, however... still not a good method.
I'm bot sure about hanging, but considering the risks of being found and thrashing, that's also a tough call. There are better methods and some that are undetectable, albeit unpleasant unless you figure out how to counter the unwanted effects of the lethal agent.

Considering your desperation, I'm open to being a shoulder to cry on.

Edit: Change of clunky phrasing

 

[user667]

Honestly, I can write an essay on why that wouldn't work. No... this is entirely a bad idea. Maybe benadryl and alcohol... would suffice, however... still not a good method.
I'm bot sure about hanging, but considering the risks of being found and thrashing, that's also a tough call. There are better methods and some that are undetectable, albeit unpleasant unless you figure out how to counter the unwanted effects of the lethal agent.

Considering your desperation, I'm open to being a shoulder to cry on.

Edit: Change of clunky phrasing

what method is undetectable that I have on hand? i dont care how unpleasant it is

 

[user667]

Honestly, I can write an essay on why that wouldn't work. No... this is entirely a bad idea. Maybe benadryl and alcohol... would suffice, however... still not a good method.
I'm bot sure about hanging, but considering the risks of being found and thrashing, that's also a tough call. There are better methods and some that are undetectable, albeit unpleasant unless you figure out how to counter the unwanted effects of the lethal agent.

Considering your desperation, I'm open to being a shoulder to cry on.

Edit: Change of clunky phrasing

please

 

[reticen]

Sounds like all the ingredients you need for a magic potion. Sadly magic isn't real.

 

[icarus3/21]

I thought about doing something like this the first time I came on here,sadly it turns out that this type of stuff is unreliable if you can't get your hands on the real dangerous shit