sellfish
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- Feb 10, 2020
- 62
Hi everyone. I have been thinking about this for a while now, it has been the only thing on my mind for the past month, I really want to go through with it, I have been struggling for many years and sadly I have come to the conclusion there is no other way.
I am in the posession of 200ml GHB - for those that don't know, it is very easy to overdose on it, just google 'ghb overdose', there is a 100% chance that you pass out if you take more than 5ml (which would be a pretty high dose). I have a whole bottle of this stuff and I took a bit more than that a few days ago, I was passed out for more than 12 hours in my bed, I am pretty sure nothing could have woken me.
Now, my method to ctb would be taking 5 times that amount, enough to enter a coma (which this drug does to you if you take a huge amount) and fill up the bathtub, sit facedown and wait for it to kick in, pass out in the bathroom and just drown while unconcious having no awareness of the fact that I am drowning. Now, although I have searched this for a week I have not found anything similar to this, especially using this drug which induces an actual coma.
If you have any thoughts please let me know.
I honestly do not wish anyone to have to make a decision like this, I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I have no other choice, but I am scared of what happens after.
Anyway thanks for listening :)
I am in the posession of 200ml GHB - for those that don't know, it is very easy to overdose on it, just google 'ghb overdose', there is a 100% chance that you pass out if you take more than 5ml (which would be a pretty high dose). I have a whole bottle of this stuff and I took a bit more than that a few days ago, I was passed out for more than 12 hours in my bed, I am pretty sure nothing could have woken me.
Now, my method to ctb would be taking 5 times that amount, enough to enter a coma (which this drug does to you if you take a huge amount) and fill up the bathtub, sit facedown and wait for it to kick in, pass out in the bathroom and just drown while unconcious having no awareness of the fact that I am drowning. Now, although I have searched this for a week I have not found anything similar to this, especially using this drug which induces an actual coma.
If you have any thoughts please let me know.
I honestly do not wish anyone to have to make a decision like this, I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I have no other choice, but I am scared of what happens after.
Anyway thanks for listening :)