Will 950 mg of Ritalin and vodka do the trick?

[forever21soon]

I had everything planned out I was going to CTB 2027 from a heroin overdose or SN after I had finished the last of my plans and projects I had to complete before leaving earth. But honestly I can't wait anymore I'm literally incapable of doing anything not even eating or texting the one friend I have due to depression and ADHD paralysis, it's been like this for three months now. This is an impulse suicide attempt but I honestly don't care anymore I'm literally going nowhere and can no longer live with myself. I need a short answer of what will happen if I down 950mg of ritalin with vodka, I hate the taste of the stuff and honestly gag everytime I do a shot but I'm at a point where I'll force myself to push through to the end of the bottle if necessary

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I hear that you're in a lot of pain that you just want to silence. I understand that, been there lots of times. But your idea won't lead to the outcome you want and is liable to just make everything worse. Been there too lots of times as well. Please don't do it.

Are you seeing anyone at all for these problems (even if they're not very effective)?

 

[forever21soon]

I hear that you're in a lot of pain that you just want to silence. I understand that, been there lots of times. But your idea won't lead to the outcome you want and is liable to just make everything worse. Been there too lots of times as well. Please don't do it.

Are you seeing anyone at all for these problems (even if they're not very effective)?

I've been through more therapists and psychiatrists than I can count along with being doped up on a cocktail of meds since I was 12. All of them except one were absolutely useless and robbed me of money. I refuse to go back, I'm literally incapable of doing anything and if by some miracle I'm not able to clean up my act by tonight I will likely be doing this tomorrow as it's the only available CTB method I have laying around right now.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I've been through more therapists and psychiatrists than I can count along with being doped up on a cocktail of meds since I was 12. All of them except one were absolutely useless and robbed me of money. I refuse to go back, I'm literally incapable of doing anything and if by some miracle I'm not able to clean up my act by tonight I will likely be doing this tomorrow as it's the only available CTB method I have laying around right now.

It may be the only available method right now but that doesn't mean you should do it especially If you want to avoid further interaction with the MH industry. I strongly urge you to reconsider.

 

[forever21soon]

It may be the only available method right now but that doesn't mean you should do it especially If you want to avoid further interaction with the MH industry. I strongly urge you to reconsider.

Maybe I already have a bad track history with the MH industry and I really don't need to be anymore on their radar but I really can't go another day like this

 

[Arvayn]

Shortest answer: No, it won't do the trick. This is nearly guaranteed to fail. I understand you're in pain and you can't go on, but this won't help at all.

Longer answer: Ritalin is a stimulant and alcohol is a depressant. Overdosing on ritalin will cause you to become hyperactive, tachycardiac (your heart rate gets fucked up) and lethargic. This can actually make your feelings and intrusive thoughts a lot worse. Almost no one has ever died from a ritalin overdose.
What's more likely to kill you is the alcohol, but you'd need to consume A LOT of it. Being overdosed on a stimulant (FYI: ritalin has an onset duration of 15-20 minutes before the effects are in full swing) makes you unable to feel the depressive effects of alcohol, which means you can't really tell how drunk you are and you can easily overdrink. Once the ritalin wears off, the effects of the alcohol come back in full swing and you'll black out, likely vomiting in the process and experiencing a lot of difficulty with breathing.

 

[forever21soon]

Shortest answer: No, it won't do the trick. This is nearly guaranteed to fail. I understand you're in pain and you can't go on, but this won't help at all.

Longer answer: Ritalin is a stimulant and alcohol is a depressant. Overdosing on ritalin will cause you to become hyperactive, tachycardiac (your heart rate gets fucked up) and lethargic. This can actually make your feelings and intrusive thoughts a lot worse. Almost no one has ever died from a ritalin overdose.
What's more likely to kill you is the alcohol, but you'd need to consume A LOT of it. Being overdosed on a stimulant (FYI: ritalin has an onset duration of 15-20 minutes before the effects are in full swing) makes you unable to feel the depressive effects of alcohol, which means you can't really tell how drunk you are and you can easily overdrink. Once the ritalin wears off, the effects of the alcohol come back in full swing and you'll black out, likely vomiting in the process and experiencing a lot of difficulty with breathing.

Damn ain't nothing easy, honestly I'm still considering doing it just to get hospitalised and sent to the psych ward just so I can meet people with connections to street drugs I can actually use to CTB since I've been completely cut off from my previous plug for years. Still thankyou for explaining to me, much appreciated

 

[Thefuture]

Taking that much Ritalin seems like a really bad idea. Not likely to kill you likely to make you extremely uncomfortable maybe even psychotic.