torimandy
Fear is the mind killer
- Aug 3, 2020
- 146
I continually try to find purpose. But, the purpose is only distraction. Nothing is going to change the conditions I live within in my lifetime, regardless of how hard I fight. I used to gain solace by being here, but now there is none anywhere. Nothing will change the fact that I will be alone until I die. Society is not going to accommodate my wants or my needs.
My plans are solid. They should work, but plans in the past that should have worked didn't. The only thing that goes through my head as I prepare is the feeling i had when I woke up from an attempt that should have been successful. I have no idea how to overcoe this and just get o with it.
My plans are solid. They should work, but plans in the past that should have worked didn't. The only thing that goes through my head as I prepare is the feeling i had when I woke up from an attempt that should have been successful. I have no idea how to overcoe this and just get o with it.