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Crabsarecool?

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Mar 27, 2020
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I don't think there is a single advantage to me being alive so why do people want me to stay alive? It confuses me because everybody wants me to hurt and hates me.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
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How did you reach that conclusion?
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
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You don't live for others, you live for yourself. The injuries and the pain doesn't matters(to a certain extent), what matters is who you are at the end of the day and how strong you have been till now. Take a moment to look in the mirror and feel proud that after all those scars, bruises and injuries, you've made it. You scars tell your story. They are a reminder of how many times life tried to break you but failed. Miserably. Things aren't going to get worse. You want to kill yourself. That is as low as it gets. There is only upwards from here.
But in the end its your choice.
Take a moment,
Breathe,
And decide.
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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If life wants to break me then I will let it win. I'd rather not play that game. About to rage quit pretty soon...
 
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HoolioCoolio

HoolioCoolio

Stay in a strong place in your mind
Mar 4, 2020
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its all a story, watch it unfold. maybe be diffrent and dont be afraid. like when i make my custom underground house bunker lol
 
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Jon86

Jon86

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Apr 9, 2018
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I've learned how to sit on the bench and watch others live...I got pulled out of the game a long time ago. I'm sticking around mostly from guilt, i'm tired of being a spectator, i'm in the prison of physical illness...FUCK.
 
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letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
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If life wants to break me then I will let it win. I'd rather not play that game. About to rage quit pretty soon...
same with me. life is treating me so bad
 
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Crabsarecool?

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Mar 27, 2020
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How did you reach that conclusion?
My mother has called me a tranny (I'm trans) and she said that i don't love her and I make life worse and I think that's pretty accurate I constantly think people are after me and I panic about it and I'm generally a waste I don't think my friends like me whatsoever and I don't know if I can trust them after one of my friends told a school teacher that I cut and I'm just a piece of shit
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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If life wants to break me then I will let it win. I'd rather not play that game. About to rage quit pretty soon...

I lost the moment I was born … it's been a downhill shit show ever since and I want off. :angry: :angry: :angry:
 
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bornfree

Student
May 10, 2020
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There is so much cruelty in this world. It was too much for me a very long time ago but they are proud of making me want to die again and again and again and never ashamed or remorseful for making me want to die. Then they only further their unlimited cruelty b forcing me to live and denying me access to assisted suicide. They think care is to be so proud of making me want to die and never ashamed or remorseful so they are worth dying to escape from. If they had any shame for their evil and cruelty i could never stay suicidal as long as i have but it's just worse to be alive because i know they'd rather make me want to die than make my suicidality avoidable. They are monsters and they're the ones who are selfish not suicidal individuals
 
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