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epil

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Sep 7, 2018
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We're all fucking hurting. we've all got our own reasons for why we think suicide is the right idea. many of us (myself included) even have the means to end it all right now. why the fuck arn't we doing it. im fucking done. my life is shit. why arn't i doing it. whats stopping me.
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
Fear. For me. The pain of dying, (my method) Fear of having a loved one find me. Fear of missing -screwing up my life if i become a paraplegic.
 
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Mugara

Mugara

if i count to ten, will it all go away?
Sep 12, 2018
40
There could be no real urge. Many other circumstances that let you live a bit longer. Or even procrastination (yep it relates too).

I've set my date and currently making a huge drama over it, where I am left to live only til day X without other options. It helps to get together with my decision and finally prepare. A moment ago I was staring at night sky while listening to new album my fav band dropped and such things are ruining suicidal mood so to speak, it bonds me even more with this world. And I know I can't go that easily no matter how severe are my sufferings.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
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We're all fucking hurting. we've all got our own reasons for why we think suicide is the right idea. many of us (myself included) even have the means to end it all right now. why the fuck arn't we doing it. im fucking done. my life is shit. why arn't i doing it. whats stopping me.
You're right. We're just overthinking it.
 
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zadig777

naive fool
Sep 18, 2018
180
if u have a gun u just need the momentum to do it
with ropes and other stuff its more complicated i think
 
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s_girl

s_girl

Still here?
Sep 13, 2018
191
I believe that fear holds us back for a reason. The reasons are different for all of us. I really believe when, and IF, you are truly ready, you will know it in your heart and nothing will stop you from trying.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
my amygdala and lizard brain is too strong

suicide would be rational at this point but i cant overcome ancient primitive urges
 
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zadig777

naive fool
Sep 18, 2018
180
my amygdala and lizard brain is too strong

suicide would be rational at this point but i cant overcome ancient primitive urges


u can overcome with just one pull of the trigger
u will feel adrenaline and scream and before u even think u will be gone..
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
u can overcome with just one pull of the trigger
u will feel adrenaline and scream and before u even think u will be gone..
i need a gun
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
I guess that its my fear and survival instinct thats keeping me here.
 
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epil

Member
Sep 7, 2018
82
I have a feeling it'll be a case of me being very drunk one night and then suddenly just doing it
 
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