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Motherfly

Motherfly

Student
Oct 24, 2018
108
I am missing something?
Yes it's hard to find, but people are not restraining themselfs from talking about things that are hard to get here.

Why is it NEVER mentionned?

Read it's a rather quick death.
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Because 1) it is painful, 2) it is illegal everywhere, 3) it is VERY hard to source unless you work for a mining or jewelry making company...
 
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Sailfisher

F’ing A
Apr 19, 2019
282
Pain and suffering, most likely...
 
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Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
I was watching a few videos the other night of cyanide poisonings and yeah, while it doesn't look like the most pleasant way to go, it does seem to act pretty quickly.

Even if I knew where to get it, or how to get it, I'd probably still end up hanging myself or using the night night method.
 
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KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
The only way I would ever even think of attempting cyanide is with a tremendous dose of both fast-acting and slow-acting sedatives and opioids. It's a horrible way to die.
 
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DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
831
As others have said. Pain. Agony. It's quick but brutal
Edit: I've seen many people talk about it on here. It's just not as common as other more easy to get methods
 
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Thorn

Wrecked
Jun 8, 2019
284
It is only useful when setting up a workshop and taking your time is not possible. The small glass ampoules it used to be in, you could easily hide in your pen or pocket or anywhere, and use them before anyone has a clue what is going on. Not necessary for the people in here.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
I've heard that cyanide is rather uncomfortable
 
Faraway1990

Faraway1990

Student
Jun 2, 2019
195
Night night is my chosen method as it's peaceful relatively when done right I don't mind a little discomfort but not if it's unnecessary
 
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Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
973
This chap appears to take his cyanide pill at about 5:10.

 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
Cyanide is notoriously painful and very illegal/hard to obtain in most countries, even if it is supposedly quick
 
Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
This chap appears to take his cyanide pill at about 5:10.



Yes, that's one of the videos I watched, I had forgotten about this man until recently. Ugh, he just keels over and is struggling to breathe. I'm guessing he went into cardiac arrest shortly after, as seen when the EMS are trying to keep him alive. Of course, I don't know further details on his case.

If I were facing a prison sentence or commitment to the state mental hospital, they wouldn't take me alive either. His face shortly after he swallows the cyanide - it's such a mixture of despondency, and defeat in the sense...there was no other way out for him.
 
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riverstyx

riverstyx

Experienced
May 31, 2019
218
I hear it's painful so it's not for me, and where would I get it?
 
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TimeToDie

Mage
Jun 13, 2019
521
Nembutal is hard to find with only one known source in the world. Cyanide is more like impossible to find with nobody knowing a source.

Hermann Göring used cyanide before he could be hanged at Nuremberg because that's the only suicide method that he could hide in pen. Other Nazis used cyanide but Hitler shot himself in the head before cyanide could kill him. Joseph & Magda Goebbels took cyanide, but had somebody else shoot them in the back of the head as well. Magda gave their kids cyanide, but the kids were already unconscious from morphine injections.
 
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Codieb1

Student
Jun 18, 2019
178
My dad had an official license to poison possums with cyanide paste, and I always considered eating some. He told me ingestion feels like an extremely painful fire inside you. Even though he was a very unempathetic person, he actually felt sorry for the possums because of how torturous it is. He says it can sometimes take up to 30 minutes of agonising pain before a possum dies, and a human could take even longer. He had training and plenty of safety paperwork so I'd take his word for it. While death is very, very highly guaranteed, it's absolutely not a good way to go
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I have a kilo and I'm not interested in it, haven't really even opened the container ,
I searched for N and obtained N
 

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