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OverTheRainbow
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- Feb 7, 2019
- 66
My bpd has ruined another relationship of mine. My grand dad passed away a day ago and I got really insecure and upset with a friend. My bpd flares up really bad when I'm extremely down and I was asking them questions like 'please can we talk' and 'do you really want me around' and I was doing so well up until then... They got really annoyed at me and I tried to take full responsibility and tried to explain my thought process at the time... But they're just ghosting me. I thought if they respected me they would at least respond... But no...
I'm just broken. I can't expect them to want to talk to me after this and I guess I have to let them go but it hurts so much. I want them to like me... But they don't... This is always going to be the case. Dying would help everyone, not just me..
I'm just broken. I can't expect them to want to talk to me after this and I guess I have to let them go but it hurts so much. I want them to like me... But they don't... This is always going to be the case. Dying would help everyone, not just me..