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deathslament

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Mar 16, 2024
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i tried interacting, but i came here for methods to kill myself not do anything else.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Pro-Lifers try to shutdown sources.
 
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deathslament

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Mar 16, 2024
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so everyone's a profiler until proven not. what i have to show my medical records to prove nothing has worked for me to worthy enough access to this method? i'm trying not to do a suicide that would traumatime another but its not having any other way.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,503
Because humans are such a disgusting species with many of them thinking it's their place to decide who should be allowed the right to ctb. Gatekeeping is just evil to me, in my opinion all the gatekeeping is another reason why this place isn't a safe space for those who want to die, I'm disgusted by those who accuse suffering people who just want to reliably die as being pro-lifers.

I mean it's literally a suicide website so of course people are going to come here only looking for ways to die as people want to die, they don't want to make pointless posts on a website. I believe the gatekeeping is a result of this website becoming way more insensitive and hostile, I'm sorry you have to go through this OP, so many humans truly do lack any compassion.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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To be fair there is no way of knowing whether a new member is a genuine suicider looking for a peaceful method or one of the authorities or journalists working towards shutting down the avaliable SN sources. Members have a point to be cautious to sustain longevity of sources for future users too plus SN death is now increasing and attracting the attention of the media. Not to mention most won't share a source against their morality to literally hand you the means to ctb. But hang in there and don't lose hope. Hopefully someone can soon provide you with one. Or like some users you would be lucky enough to find it yourself.
 
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deathslament

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To be fair there is no way of knowing whether a new member is a genuine suicider looking for a peaceful method or one of the authorities or journalists working towards shutting down the avaliable SN sources. Members have a point to be cautious to sustain longevity of sources for future users too plus SN death is now increasing and attracting the attention of the media. Not to mention most won't share a source against their morality to literally hand you the means to ctb. But hang in there and don't lose hope. Hopefully someone can soon provide you with one. Or like some users you would be lucky enough to find it yourself.

I have to prove that my pain is real enough. that's a requiement, why not just pin that thread so everyone knows.
 
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Relic

Astral Corpse
Mar 6, 2021
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Methods you will find here, no-one is hiding them. Sources are separate from methods, and people share these with others based on various considerations. Being snappy might make you wait longer.
 
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Oct 28, 2023
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I can see why it's being gatekept by some, but it also depends where you live. Especially in the US it's difficult ig. I mean I'd have no idea where I should get it from if I were living in there.
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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People happily share links, the talk of the forum being pro-life or gate keeping are nonsense sorry. There are plenty of sources, people just need a few moments of patience.

The links are not posted in the public view as the media would harass the source and get them to de-list the product.
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
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i tried interacting, but i came here for methods to kill myself not do anything else.

There are threads on methods in abundance throughout the site. Many extremely detailed. However you seem to believe that all or a majority of members have proven suppliers of SN … we don't. Depending on which country you're in (such as UK where I am) legal suppliers are very restricted to checking they are selling and delivering to registered businesses/labs etc. Customs attempt to identify overseas suppliers and put them on a watch list, to inform the Police; they in turn advise other international agencies.
Plus, of course, news media reporters are forever coming into this group in an attempt to get a good story about how they joined and with a few posts obtained SN.
Having joined around 3 days ago, it's surely hardly surprising that if anyone had a genuine source for SN they'd be a wee shade careful about handing it around to a complete stranger. It's nothing to do with 'gatekeeping', just most of us not having a source and the very few who do being cautious.
 
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