Life is a lottery! People say you just need to play the hand your dealt in life, but I bet that person had no idea how difficult life can actually be! Life is so draining and filled with people who will smile and shake your hand and all the while are waiting on the chance to stick a knife in your back. Most people are fake. I wish I had the money to buy a field and get a house built. I would never leave that field again!! People are exhausting and so is life. I never asked to be born and wish the opportunty had just passed my by. I don't yet have the will to end things, but I go to bed every night hoping I just won't wake up and just die in my sleep!