Why I'm lonely(vent)

[LonelyEmerald]

I feel like I'm lonely as no fault of my own. In elementary school I was in SPED up until 3rd grade, and after I integrated no dudes wanted to be my friend because of STIGMA. The only ones were girls who wanted to keep me as a pet basically(some of you may know the feeling). This would give me a complex that I recently abandoned. 6th and 7th grade year were just awkward years for me as a person(like everyone). 8th grade I moved to a new school system. 9th grade I moved to a new school system. 10th and 11th grade were covid years. Now that I'm graduated, the main issue is I'm shut in due to not having my learners permit and driver's license.