I had shit grades in high school so when I applied to universities of course I was rejected by every one that I applied to except for one, that gave me deferred acceptance. I decided on being a chemistry major. This is so embarrassing I failed chemistry 2 times at the local cc. Then when I moved to california I failed it again.
I'm now 21 and I've already collected debt from these schools and I should have been graduating next spring. I wanted to be a doctor and go to med school, but I can't be in school for four more years , just for my undergrad.
Not to mention that my mother doesn't know any of this. My mom is extremely extremely emotionally abusive. Was a bit physically too. One time on one of her degrading tyraids, she was mad that I hadn't eaten dinner the previous day. Somehow she also started yelling also about my self harm.
I wish I could play an audio for you all to hear. She also mimicked Me cutting and
That was a briefing of what my relationship with my mother is. I try to avoid her. When I was 14 I od on vyvanse and almost died, but my mom rushed me to the hospital after she heard my collapsing. :( I tried killing myself countless more times and nothing has worked
I don't have my license either, i don't have any friends, I look like a disgusting goblin. That being said I know ultimately if I do graduate from med school, I'd live a lonely miserable life anyways. Theres so many things I would have done differently too. This is all very telling that I should die soon because I'll just be miserable
I'm now 21 and I've already collected debt from these schools and I should have been graduating next spring. I wanted to be a doctor and go to med school, but I can't be in school for four more years , just for my undergrad.
Not to mention that my mother doesn't know any of this. My mom is extremely extremely emotionally abusive. Was a bit physically too. One time on one of her degrading tyraids, she was mad that I hadn't eaten dinner the previous day. Somehow she also started yelling also about my self harm.
I wish I could play an audio for you all to hear. She also mimicked Me cutting andThat was a briefing of what my relationship with my mother is. I try to avoid her. When I was 14 I od on vyvanse and almost died, but my mom rushed me to the hospital after she heard my collapsing. :( I tried killing myself countless more times and nothing has worked
I don't have my license either, i don't have any friends, I look like a disgusting goblin. That being said I know ultimately if I do graduate from med school, I'd live a lonely miserable life anyways. Theres so many things I would have done differently too. This is all very telling that I should die soon because I'll just be miserable
