Venting why i hate myself

[blush]

i'm a parasitic dependant creature thing that's not possible to be pretty or attractive in my life. i also cannot be loved due to my personality being strange and inhuman. being a bad person is awful. i feel like i was born corrupted and i try to limit my interactions with people in my life. feeling constant mental pain in a weird way (it feels physical in strength). feeling inferior to people around me (i believe i am) and othered by people even when i'm trying to please them. i want to discard my self.

 

[the_calynite]

I felt this way for several years, it stopped for me. maybe the same for you, maybe not! That extreme pain is extremely real and i relate to you. how old are you?