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Walilamdzi

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I'm not sure how this could be any more convoluted than some of the methods here.
 
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Kassender

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Aug 29, 2018
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Im kind of thinking about this lately.
It might as well be fun.

BUT i think the prime reason, before how expensive it would be is that if you fail youll end up an addict, so technically worse off
 
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Walilamdzi

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I don't really see it as being fun. I suppose if you failed you would, but it's no more likely to fail than anything else if you work it out. I also heard that you don't tend to form an addiction the first time with a lot of things, it takes quite a few times to form that kind of dependence, or maybe varies from person to person. I've smoked cigarettes in the past, but never found it addictive in the slightest, for example... whereas some people insist it's very addictive.
 
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Marawa

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Dec 30, 2018
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because some of us have no connections. Care to supply some? I don't know how to dark.net or discord and what I would be sending, if it didn't arrive I'd be evicted. if anyone in the Baltimore/Dc area could get me a plug, that's what I'd do
 
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Namnaf

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Mar 26, 2019
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I've tried with heroin and alcohol. Not sure how I'm still here but I wasn't discovered. Intramuscular shot with loaded 3 unit syringe. Had mild withdrawals from it
 
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chrijo

chrijo

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Feb 8, 2019
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I've tried with heroin and alcohol. Not sure how I'm still here but I wasn't discovered. Intramuscular shot with loaded 3 unit syringe. Had mild withdrawals from it
How many did you use and why intramuscular?

I think a lot of suicides are committed with benzos+heroin intravenous.
 
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fastFWD

fastFWD

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Feb 12, 2019
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this is how I am going to go; I'm not sure why more don't consider it tho. I've seen a lot of painful ideas out there but I am for whatever u all are for.

but yeah a nice high and nodding off forever is for me!
 
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Walilamdzi

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@Marawa I don't have any connections either, but it seems the same level of difficulty using the deep web to order drugs is similar to ordering N, both involve steps like using bitcoin and going through convoluted steps to order something.
 
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sui3

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Mar 25, 2019
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Im kind of thinking about this lately.
It might as well be fun.

BUT i think the prime reason, before how expensive it would be is that if you fail youll end up an addict, so technically worse off
You won't end as an addict for sure, I read reports about people trying it once and did not try it again, due to some street drugs cause nausea, for example I tried burprenorphin once and it made me vomit the whole day, I didn't try it again
 
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Namnaf

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How many did you use and why intramuscular?

I think a lot of suicides are committed with benzos+heroin intravenous.
0.6g I.M'd so that I could insufflate the remaining .35... Should've done I.V. I'm starting to suspect whatever I had had terrible bioavailability in muscle. Considering combining with SN/SA.
 
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DeepMind

DeepMind

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Mar 26, 2019
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When you have access to drugs, overdosing could be an option. However, you have to pick the right drug as some may cause very unpleasant feelings when overdosed. Heroin seems to be painless when overdosed, however, the big problem is that it can cause hypoxic brain injury, when you stop breathing. When you survive this overdose your brain may have taken serious amounts of damage, depending on how long you weren't breathing.

In my eyes, a much better and legal option are inert gases. You get a short high and then the lights go out, like during general anesthetic. After 20 minutes it's over and you don't feel a thing.
 
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Walilamdzi

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@DeepMind I agree. In an ideal world, I would definitely do this but because I live with others, I'm sure someone would notice a tank of nitrogen. I would also be nervous about setting it up.
 
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DeepMind

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Mar 26, 2019
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@Walilamdzi True, I guess our circumstances also influence what options are viable for us. I have a car and that's why I made this post in the inert gases thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/exit-bag-and-inert-gas-megathread.8393/post-271584
 
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Roberto

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Jan 19, 2019
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Heroin it should be a good way to ctb. I'm kind of scare of injections. But with a pair of diazepams and 1 bottle of Baileys I should be able to overcome.
I suppose that asking in the right places I could find heroin. But ... I already have amytriptiline.
Can we buy heroin through internet? how much is needed?
 
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Walilamdzi

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Heroin it should be a good way to ctb. I'm kind of scare of injections. But with a pair of diazepams and 1 bottle of Baileys I should be able to overcome.
I suppose that asking in the right places I could find heroin. But ... I already have amytriptiline.
Can we buy heroin through internet? how much is needed?
Yeah I have a strong dislike of injections too. No idea.
 
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Namnaf

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I'm considering oxycodone 420mg and alcohol 6 units+15mg clonazepam... N takes so long to ship. The trick would seem to be to not be discovered and to not have tolerance. Is 420mg enough one wonders
 
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Cookiedough8956

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Feb 24, 2019
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I know some ppl; and they wouldn't mind giving me. I just dont' wanna get arrested. I'd rather live without that extra headache. I have enough shit as is.
Plus, its costly!!!
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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I know some ppl; and they wouldn't mind giving me. I just dont' wanna get arrested. I'd rather live without that extra headache. I have enough shit as is.
Plus, its costly!!!
it's no where near as costly as N, it's only costly if you develop a habit. How would you end up arrested if you have a plug?
I'm considering oxycodone 420mg and alcohol 6 units+15mg clonazepam... N takes so long to ship. The trick would seem to be to not be discovered and to not have tolerance. Is 420mg enough one wonders
I don't know if that's enough or not but tried 40 oxy 90 morphine & xanax taken at 7pm. my ex bf tried to wake me around 9 am I was in a coma not dead & stayed that way 5 days. I'm not discouraging you. I think this might be my ultimate method. BUT I had other attempts where I just woke up or threw up. For me when it kind of worked I staggered the doses.
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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40oxy as in 40 pills?
yes. I just counted out what was left, the morphine I wasn't even talking because it didn't help so I know exactly how much. Benzo I cant estimate but I took them in tiny fistfuls every 3-4 hours & was amazingly functional up until about 7pm.
 
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Namnaf

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Mar 26, 2019
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The dose of each pill would be relevant if you happen to recall
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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The dose of each pill would be relevant if you happen to recall
I want to say 30mg but during that time I was very confused & excoriating pain
I also forgot to add I wasn't rushed to the hospital either because bf had illegal stuff to get rid of and he tried calling ppl to ask if this part of my seizure disorder. so I didn't get to hospital until around 11am.
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

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Oct 19, 2018
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Overdosing with Street drugs is not 100% lethal,the possibility of ending up with irreversible brain damage,or vegetative state,or in a coma,are very real!
 
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intheweeds

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Mar 20, 2019
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I'd consider this if I had the option. Here in the US it's pretty well known that fetanyl is killing people and apparently it doesn't even require a lot.

If it can kill some habitual heroin user with a tolerance then I imagine it would easily do the same for someone like me who has no tolerance.
 
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Moms_Spaghetti

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Dec 25, 2018
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Heroin it should be a good way to ctb. I'm kind of scare of injections. But with a pair of diazepams and 1 bottle of Baileys I should be able to overcome.
I suppose that asking in the right places I could find heroin. But ... I already have amytriptiline.
Can we buy heroin through internet? how much is needed?
It's all varies dramatically, but yes you can get it from places like dream market on the dark web. You don't have to inject it, most people start using by snorting it then later after addiction takes hold they start shooting because it gets you more bang for your buck. If you choose to snort it you'll need more but for an opiate naive person 500mg should be enough but I'd honestly want a gram to be sure for myself. It all varies though with potency and what not. 100mg of powdered heroin, which is typical amount it's sold in, can range from 5$ to 25$. Also depending on where you live if you buy off the street youll run into different forms. Black tar heroin is pretty common on the west coast and it's pretty low grade also not very good for snorting. Powdered heroin is very popular over here on the east coast and it's pretty damn potent and lots of it is mixed with fentanyl. When it comes to powdered forms, the whiter it looks the more pure usually. It can look grey brown or reddish too though but are usually lower grade.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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I would be scared of getting arrested trying to purchase drugs locally. I don't go on the Dark web.
Also like someone had mentioned, I don't want to get addicted to anything in case I fail.
In 2017 alone there were over 70,000 reported drug overdose deaths in the U.S.
I wonder how many of those were actually intentional ?

https://www.drugabuse.gov/related-topics/trends-statistics/overdose-death-rates

I have mentioned this as well in other threads. That many overdoses are intentional due to life being so shitty for many of us.
Why would anyone want to be here and work like a slave to barely make it & some can't even do that.
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
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I'm considering oxycodone 420mg and alcohol 6 units+15mg clonazepam... N takes so long to ship. The trick would seem to be to not be discovered and to not have tolerance. Is 420mg enough one wonders
Yeah, you'd be amazed at what you can survive. I don't know, it might work if you have no tolerance. Opioids and benzos are definitely lethal together and 15 mg of clonazepam sounds like A LOT. If you're not a regular user I'd put 90 percent down on yes if we were in Vegas.
 
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Jean Améry

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Mar 17, 2019
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A lot of people probably do, they just don't end up here. Addicts and drug users, especially those on opiods, should have easy access to the means and usually don't lack a good reason for suicide.

I've read an article speculating how many deaths during the current opiod crisis are actually suicides and not accidental OD's.
 
Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
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Although I've survived ridiculous amounts of both - even found foaming at the mouth once and still here goddamnit.
A lot of people probably do, they just don't end up here. Addicts and drug users, especially those on opiods, should have easy access to the means and usually don't lack a good reason for suicide.

I've read an article speculating how many deaths during the current opiod crisis are actually suicides and not accidental OD's.
Do you have a link? Sounds like a good read.
 
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