Now_And_Then
If I am no good , then let me out
- Jun 30, 2019
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I have a step brother who seems to have this spite against me at times , as though he thinks I am a nothing
He is the type to go clubbing , loves foot ball and has lots of friends ( not close friends , but associates ) . My father married his mother , but for some reasons they both seemed to have a ill view of me and my father , one , because of the music we listened to and the movies we watched . For example , I remember when I put one of my father's music D V D 's on that we both liked , and his and his mother ( my step mother ) kept both looking at each other with that laughing at me look , as though to say " look how sad he is , watching that "
I was always quiet and not very fashionable as a child and he always told me this back then , saying I should be cooler . I just wasn't interested
Even now as we are both adults , he still lives with my father after his mother passed away , but he has moved in with his girl friend in her place , leaving my father in the dark . He never answers his calls and turns up when he wants to . When he got £160 , 000 after him and my father selling on the house , he got rid of it in months through spending hundred every night in clubs and going to Ibiza so many times . Now he is skint
In recent years he has put me down a bit with random remarks , such as saying that I am not intelligent as he is or still putting down some of my interests in subtle ways . He is usually nice to me , but that some times seem fake . There are just still moments of " I don't like you " about him . He seems to think I am as meaning less as a bit of dirt on the back if his shoe
Is it spite , or is it me ? Okay I wasn't perfect as a kid and was in-secure , but I have been okay as an adult , save for the odd depression periods
He is the type to go clubbing , loves foot ball and has lots of friends ( not close friends , but associates ) . My father married his mother , but for some reasons they both seemed to have a ill view of me and my father , one , because of the music we listened to and the movies we watched . For example , I remember when I put one of my father's music D V D 's on that we both liked , and his and his mother ( my step mother ) kept both looking at each other with that laughing at me look , as though to say " look how sad he is , watching that "
I was always quiet and not very fashionable as a child and he always told me this back then , saying I should be cooler . I just wasn't interested
Even now as we are both adults , he still lives with my father after his mother passed away , but he has moved in with his girl friend in her place , leaving my father in the dark . He never answers his calls and turns up when he wants to . When he got £160 , 000 after him and my father selling on the house , he got rid of it in months through spending hundred every night in clubs and going to Ibiza so many times . Now he is skint
In recent years he has put me down a bit with random remarks , such as saying that I am not intelligent as he is or still putting down some of my interests in subtle ways . He is usually nice to me , but that some times seem fake . There are just still moments of " I don't like you " about him . He seems to think I am as meaning less as a bit of dirt on the back if his shoe
Is it spite , or is it me ? Okay I wasn't perfect as a kid and was in-secure , but I have been okay as an adult , save for the odd depression periods
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