I always heard sleeping pills were a sure fire death. I took 48 sleeping pills and woke up in the hospital...which confuses me because I was in a corner in an alley. Also why did I lose two days of memories?
sleeping pills have never been a sure death for a while now. they've been proofed so it isn't a method for people to OD on. honestly, if it were, we wouldn't have any type of method on this site other than solely sleeping pills and i would definitely not be here lol.
sorry to hear about you're hospitalization. failed ctb attempts are hard and difficult to get through. hope you somehow feel better and find peace.
take care.
sorry to hear about you're hospitalization. failed ctb attempts are hard and difficult to get through. hope you somehow feel better and find peace.
take care.
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
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I definitely wouldn't be here either. Wish they hadn't been proofed! :( that's the dream, fall asleep normally and just not wake up!
Sorry to hear you went through this :( I lost some memories after an OD which included some sleeping pills among other things.. I didn't lose 2 days worth, but I know how confusing it can be!
thats like my ultimate wish.
a death where you just slowly fall asleep and it's an eternal sleep that you just don't wake up from. peaceful. it sounds so amazing just writing about it rn ugh lol
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
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Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
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Jayxtri
Student
- Mar 6, 2019
- 123
Sleeping pills in the past (barbiturates) were deadly on high doses but modern sleeping pills (Benzodiazepines) aren't deadly.
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The goal of pharmaceutical companies is not to kill you. It's to provide you with drugs that are not directly lethal, and when one doesn't work, they will give you another. And when the side effects make you feel suicidal and you attempt to ctb, they get to give you more pills. Which make you feel awful if you try to withdraw from them. Therefore you are a patient indefinitely, with more and more mental health problems from chemical imbalances causes by the drugs themselves. It's pure evil, but their demographic is powerless because we are "mentally ill" which they tacitly is exert at "incapable" of rational decision, therefore they the drug companies and doctors MUST be right. It's the ultimate power dynamic sinkhole. And anyone who calls them out is "anti psychiatry" thereby nullifying legitimate complains and serious damages caused by their "medications".
rntmss
Taking it one day at a time
- Feb 7, 2020
- 197
What kind of sleeping pills were they? Were they Diphenhydramine based? If yes, you likely ended up hallucinating in a sleep like state and we're acting out. I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't remember anything. That stuff will mess you up in high dosages and not in a good way. You'd need almost 40g worth of pills to OD and die from Diphenhydramine too. Nearly impossible.
Yeah I learned later it was diphenhydramine. I didn't do research beforehand unfortunately.
