Venting Why Can’t it be easy

[EternalDaydreaming]

Why does everything have to be so hard. Why does this world want to keep me trapped here. I just want to see my friends again. But no, everything and everyone is trying to stop me from my right to death. All I can do is bid my time and keep planning but I feel like I'm going insane. I can't even cut myself how I want to because my family does random wrist checks every few days, and I'm too broke to move out or leave. I'm looking for buildings to jump off of but so many are inaccessible because of anti suicide prevention I tired of this world.

 

[mojo916]

living truly is a curse, if only god let us die away in our sleep

 

[GasMonkey]

Cut your wrists? why do you wanna do that?

 

[love_peep]

It's sad. Luckily in my country, finding a taller building and jumping off is not difficult. I'm thinking of doing it with 160ft

 

[Vizzy]

It's sad. Luckily in my country, finding a taller building and jumping off is not difficult. I'm thinking of doing it with 160ft

That's lethal, if you jump head first death is quick and less survival rate

 

[love_peep]

That's lethal, if you jump head first death is quick and zero survival rate

I really hope. I considered everything according to the formulas and calculated that I should fall in 3.2 seconds with a speed considering air resistance of 100 km / s or 28 meters per second.

 

[EternalDaydreaming]

Cut your wrists? why do you wanna do that?

I'm addicted to the pain and I find a huge adrenaline rush in it

 

[Forever Sleep]

I ask this multiple times a day. Irony is- my life probably isn't that hard compared to others. I'm just tired of it all- plus- none of us signed up for this.

 

[numbed one]

Why does everything have to be so hard. Why does this world want to keep me trapped here. I just want to see my friends again. But no, everything and everyone is trying to stop me from my right to death. All I can do is bid my time and keep planning but I feel like I'm going insane. I can't even cut myself how I want to because my family does random wrist checks every few days, and I'm too broke to move out or leave. I'm looking for buildings to jump off of but so many are inaccessible because of anti suicide prevention I tired of this world.

Same hère , they think they Can keep me alive forever lol , and i have many scars that they don't Care about , bé aware while ctbing by jumping it's not peacefull not painless .

 

[The anhedonic one]

This world really is a torturous prison planet.
I'm so sorry you are going through all of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so horrible how it's this difficult to die, this hellish world where we cannot just pass away in peace certainly repulses me and of course I understand that it's so tiring feeling trapped here. Existing here certainly is such a cruel, undeserved punishment to me, it's disgusting how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option and how people try to interfere and stop suffering people from making a decision in which they have every right to make.

It's sad how some people are too delusional to recognise that wanting suicide is perfectly logical in this world but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.