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hydrangeacorp
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- Jan 25, 2024
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I have wanted to die for a long time. I have no hope and I do not want to exist anymore. My future is a black hole. I want to die.
Despite these feelings, I cannot find the courage to end things. It may be partly because I have not found a reliable enough method and I am afraid of failing and causing myself further physical damage, ending up comatose, paralyzed, etc. Worse than before I attempted.
Unfortunately I can't hear from those who succeeded. If people here have attempted, how did you find the courage or put aside your fears?
Despite these feelings, I cannot find the courage to end things. It may be partly because I have not found a reliable enough method and I am afraid of failing and causing myself further physical damage, ending up comatose, paralyzed, etc. Worse than before I attempted.
Unfortunately I can't hear from those who succeeded. If people here have attempted, how did you find the courage or put aside your fears?