why cant i do it

[doomdoll]

i wish i could just end it already. i think about taking my whole bottle of trazedone every but i know it won't work. i wish i had the guts to just ctb now. i'm miserable. it's all i think about

 

[soontobedone]

I totally relate.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to be gone, I hate how existence doesn't come with an permanent offswitch to instantly be free from all the suffering.