Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
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Find a Plan B. Forget the N. I have. Plenty of perfectly good methods other than N.
Ah my dear perhaps you have been too unsure of methodologies and technologies to
ensure you ctb without failure. I myself am planning every detail and planning for every possible contingency. I am making certain that my trip will be pleasant and certain.
Love and much warmth to you.
I have a detailed plan too but I'm still too scared. I'm scared that once I start experiencing the side effects, I'll freak out and end up going to the ER and getting "saved." Especially because the ER is walking distance to where I live.Ah my dear perhaps you have been too unsure of methodologies and technologies to
ensure you ctb without failure. I myself am planning every detail and planning for every possible contingency. I am making certain that my trip will be pleasant and certain.
Love and much warmth to you.
Yeah, but N has a lot of pitfalls, namely how hard it is to get AND it IS illegal. That's big one. I agree SN may do the job, but I'm not convinced it's as reliable as is often talked about, nor as peaceful as portrayed. Maybe it's time for a Pan C? There are plenty of other adequate methods out there. N2 is good from what I read. Way cheaper than N, and doesn't require you to buy anything illegal. Same goes for CO.Yeah, I wanted to try SN but couldn't go through with it. Something putting me off, and I have a bad feeling I'd survive somehow in a horrible way, that the odds would not favour me, I feel unkillable. So because I couldn't kill myself with SN, I switched to N. I think I can ctb with that. It sucks that it's harder to get and keep.