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barelyalive

barelyalive

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Jun 12, 2019
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i feel nothing. i am empty and it is endless.
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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I'm sorry you're not comfortable in the world. Can you tell us some more about yourself? I know you have children, and that a friend killed herself last year, but that's all. Do you have a partner? a job? a doctor? How have you tried to feel more comfortable?

(Your post actually sounds like a religious experience, but if you don't want to feel this way, that's no good.)
 
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ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
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I'm sorry you feel this way, you can message me anytime you would like to talk about stuff
 
barelyalive

barelyalive

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Jun 12, 2019
23
I'm sorry you're not comfortable in the world. Can you tell us some more about yourself? I know you have children, and that a friend killed herself last year, but that's all. Do you have a partner? a job? a doctor? How have you tried to feel more comfortable?

(Your post actually sounds like a religious experience, but if you don't want to feel this way, that's no good.)

Im not religious at all. Im in the middle of a divorce. Work part time. Have multiple therapists and doctors, have a whole pharmacy of meds in my system. I try to do things that used to make me happy. Theres nothing though. I exercise. I go outside. I drink oceans of water a day. Its not even about being happy. Its about.,.. I can't even put this feeling into words.
I'm sorry you're not comfortable in the world. Can you tell us some more about yourself? I know you have children, and that a friend killed herself last year, but that's all. Do you have a partner? a job? a doctor? How have you tried to feel more comfortable?

(Your post actually sounds like a religious experience, but if you don't want to feel this way, that's no good.)
 
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BlueMeanie88

BlueMeanie88

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Jun 16, 2019
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Its not even about being happy. Its about.,.. I can't even put this feeling into words.
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It's just a big empty void that nothing seems to fill. I get it. It's as if you're just going through the everyday motions. Hoping you find something to make you smile today. A real genuine happy smile ❤️
 
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Allpainnogain

Experienced
May 2, 2019
203
I really relate to this. The anhedonia is awful
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
i feel nothing. i am empty and it is endless.
It's horrible that we are forced into a pointless painful existence just because two people, our parents, chose to have sex.
Childbearing without the child's consent should be illegal.
(yes i know that would mean no more children because there is no way to obtain it's consent before birth, that's exactly my point).
 
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deathenvoy

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Mar 29, 2019
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It's horrible that we are forced into a pointless painful existence just because two people, our parents, chose to have sex.
Childbearing without the child's consent should be illegal.
(yes i know that would mean no more children because there is no way to obtain it's consent before birth, that's exactly my point).
I have better solution. Just allow people to die peacefully when they want to .
 
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