Why bother

[AmericanMary]

I know my time to CBT is going to be very soon. Once everything arrives, it will be time.

I've been having these thoughts of "what is the point anymore?"

Why am I still stressing day in & day out over work? Why don't I just quit… leave.. stop showing up?

I am slightly afraid doing so would raise red flags, and I cannot let anybody know of my play to CTB. But it's pretty sad that I feel like I have to plan my CTB around work.

 

[Alltheywanted]

If you leave your job like that, there would be no coming back if you decided not to ctb or move the date. People like to leave open options for themselves but if you are 100% sure then there is no point in keep going there.
Think of yourself first.