Black Rose Bunny
I’m having simpsons of mental illness
- Jan 29, 2020
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I want to die so bad, I know things will never get better for me, I will always be sad lonely and miserable. But every time I try to hang myself I get really scared and start panicking and back out.
I hate myself so much for it, I know I need to lull myself and I know everyone in my life on some level wants me to and is patiently waiting for me to die.. and I'm such an asshole for not killing myself. There's not any point for me to be alive and suffer anyways. me dieing is what's best for me and everyone but I get so scared every time I try I wish I just had a gun
I hate myself so much for it, I know I need to lull myself and I know everyone in my life on some level wants me to and is patiently waiting for me to die.. and I'm such an asshole for not killing myself. There's not any point for me to be alive and suffer anyways. me dieing is what's best for me and everyone but I get so scared every time I try I wish I just had a gun