overwhelming
Member
- Jul 6, 2020
- 22
i can't even talk to my own brother.
i can't make eye contact with him. there isn't anything wrong with him. i am SO socially awkward that i can't interact with any member of my family correctly. it isn't just him. I love them all and i can't even interact with them properly.
I have no friends. i have always been known as shy and reserved and ugly, and weird, and unapproachable, and fuck, why can't i just be normal? perhaps i should go back on zoloft? it isn't like therapy has worked either. i can't do anything. i suck at EVERYTHING i do and i have no hobbies. and it's eating away at me too. my birthday's soon. who else to spend it with than family i'm socially awkward with. so pathetic shaking before someone I've known since forever. i only sleep. i am such a waste.
can't even do basic human things properly. i can't even pour fucking milk.
i can't make eye contact with him. there isn't anything wrong with him. i am SO socially awkward that i can't interact with any member of my family correctly. it isn't just him. I love them all and i can't even interact with them properly.
I have no friends. i have always been known as shy and reserved and ugly, and weird, and unapproachable, and fuck, why can't i just be normal? perhaps i should go back on zoloft? it isn't like therapy has worked either. i can't do anything. i suck at EVERYTHING i do and i have no hobbies. and it's eating away at me too. my birthday's soon. who else to spend it with than family i'm socially awkward with. so pathetic shaking before someone I've known since forever. i only sleep. i am such a waste.
can't even do basic human things properly. i can't even pour fucking milk.