Why am I like this? (VENT #1)

[penginwrist]

I hate myself. I lie to people about who I am, I am a horrible person. A vile scum. I think people would be happy without me. My friends ignore me constantly and I'm overshadowed was I always this useless to people. I wish I wasn't scared to die I just want my pain to end. It keeps going on and on. I can't even show stuff I made without being ignored for the thing that's ultimately better. I have no talents. I'm useless. I genuinely just want someone to understand where I'm coming from. I'm a horrible scum liar who thinks she's better than everyone... Please let me die..I cant even help my friend when they need it. I just babble... I just want to be at peace

 

[johan.liebert]

 

[sugarb]

I hate myself. I lie to people about who I am, I am a horrible person. A vile scum. I think people would be happy without me. My friends ignore me constantly and I'm overshadowed was I always this useless to people. I wish I wasn't scared to die I just want my pain to end. It keeps going on and on. I can't even show stuff I made without being ignored for the thing that's ultimately better. I have no talents. I'm useless. I genuinely just want someone to understand where I'm coming from. I'm a horrible scum liar who thinks she's better than everyone... Please let me die..I cant even help my friend when they need it. I just babble... I just want to be at peace

I'm sorry you get ignored and how you're experiencing all that in general :(

What kind of stuff do you make?