Im not depressed.
Im not sad.
No relationship problem
No physical disability
Have family issues but not that i can not deal with
Web developer looking for first job
...
But i want to die, not because of anything but to just die.
Its nothing emotional, well it is, i feel happy thinking about my sn is on its way.
What more will i feel more then my ~5 senses. What new will there be?
It's just chemicals in brain, but after happiness and euphoria, there comes sadness, mourning for those moments.
Universe is made of positive and nagative, but nagativity is too overpowering. You don't say motivated for long but its very easy to fall into depression for long time.
What if universe was made up on pure nutral stuff. I think death is just that.
I want to be nutral. Not feeling nagative positive.
One wish i have is that if possible, i want to be able to still access the internet after death, its better place then real world.
Im not sad.
No relationship problem
No physical disability
Have family issues but not that i can not deal with
Web developer looking for first job
...
But i want to die, not because of anything but to just die.
Its nothing emotional, well it is, i feel happy thinking about my sn is on its way.
What more will i feel more then my ~5 senses. What new will there be?
It's just chemicals in brain, but after happiness and euphoria, there comes sadness, mourning for those moments.
Universe is made of positive and nagative, but nagativity is too overpowering. You don't say motivated for long but its very easy to fall into depression for long time.
What if universe was made up on pure nutral stuff. I think death is just that.
I want to be nutral. Not feeling nagative positive.
One wish i have is that if possible, i want to be able to still access the internet after death, its better place then real world.
