Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
As the title says whose emotions are all gone . My self they nothing left in me at tall except deep dark sole crushing disrepair . And general apperthe to wards people if i could lock my self away from people until I die i would die with a little smile on my face. But all my other emotions are gone burnt out by being treated like a door mat. Try being nice and polite all ways willing to help others but all that did was make me look weak and they just walk all over me . And as for falling in love well thats gone now as that got me use big time. Being in love was the worst thing ever glad it's gone. I know now i will live the rest of my life as loaner miserable dead on the inside and whating to die on the out side. And to chicken shit to end my miserable existence i know i need to end it but the few times I have tried my stupid brain stops me . To scare to live to scare to die so what the sodding hell i ment to do? I know for one thing I know my folks will not miss me when I am gone if it ever happens i bin a very big disappointment to them from the day i was born to be honest i don't think my mother wanted me. She all ready had my sister she was 3 when I pop out . All so i spent a bit of time going in & out of hospital as a kid by the time i was 11 i bin in hospital 10 times i was full of faulty parst was not made right before I pop out. Should bin throwing a way then save me hole load of grief. Well sorry about that gone of topic a bit LOL any way whose here just dont have any enery emotions left just bin rip out by life . Well i say TATA for now sorry for the little rant in this post . :)
