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JazzyWolfWhistle

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Sep 10, 2018
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I'd like to catch this bus by I'm afraid of it. Is anyone else afraid of it?
 
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I'm a little worried but not terribly afraid by it. I think the SN megathread people are blowing the "pain" stuff way out of proportion because of one person's failure (Note: They did NOT take an entiemetic, did NOT take anything to sleep through whatever your body goes through, etc).
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

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Sep 10, 2018
347
What if the pain wakes you up from your drug induced sleep?
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

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Sep 10, 2018
347
What about people who don't take that? Will they wake up in pain?
 
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No idea. That's why they recommend all OD's of any sort (including inert gases and such) to take downers.
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

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What kind of downers should I take?
 
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Lifeisatrap

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Oct 5, 2018
408
I'm scared too. From both the possible pain and the fear of failing.
 
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Ready to go.

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
I also worry about being consious while SN is doing it's job. From what I remember the two that failed seemed to pass out within and hour or so. I only have benzos and booze but wonder if I were to awaken in pain if it would be a good or bad idea to take more of those or if that would reduce the effects of SN?
 
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TengoK

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Aug 1, 2018
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I don't mind admitting I'm scared of it, I must admit. It's my chosen method now. I considered N, but so much uncertainty over even getting it put me off. And though it would be a 'one-time payment' (quite literally) it's more than I can afford.

I have quite a stash of benzos now - though I've been using them sparingly, because I'm not that familiar with benzo usage I have been *trying* to roughly work out how long they take to send me to sleep, as ideally what I'd like to do is take them when I'm still awake enough to do so, but fall asleep as soon as possible afterwards.

What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
 
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What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...

I'm using Klonopin and Xanax because that's what I happen to have on hand. (like, over 100 1mg tablets of klonopin and about 20 2mg tablets of xanax)
 
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Limbo

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Oct 8, 2018
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All I know is that there is simply not enough data for this drug. Why do this when you have inert gas, which is 100% proven to be peaceful?
 
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TengoK

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Aug 1, 2018
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I guess because it's easier to get. If I had inert gas delivered to my building ... well, it would look very obvious and scary. Plus, I'm not confident I'd set the whole thing up correctly.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
Fear: the unknown, what will happen till actual death, time till death, survival instinct during the process, will increasing gastric PH work, can't take anythign for sedation except possibly Nembutal. Grisly corpse. All I have is Nitschke's story.

A certain Chabot 'dizziness, nausea, muscle weakness, headache, passing out, epileptic insult'. You feel sick, how sick ?

@Duqu ,

I'm not sure how sedating that Klonopin will be. It's primarily an anticonvulsant. But if you know it works for you ...
 
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Limbo

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I guess because it's easier to get. If I had inert gas delivered to my building ... well, it would look very obvious and scary. Plus, I'm not confident I'd set the whole thing up correctly.

what country do you live in?
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
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Quote, not in English 'Nitschke agrees with Chabot that a sleeping pill and an anti-headache agent are not enough. "To be certain that these side effects do not occur, something more weight is needed. We think that a good combination of pills can be found, but that takes more time.'
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
I'm scared of sn
I saw one post here he didn't take antiemetic and had severe pain and called medic

How antiemetic help with pain because it thought it's for nausea

Also afraid before going unconscious there will be severe pain
 
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Ready to go.

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
I don't mind admitting I'm scared of it, I must admit. It's my chosen method now. I considered N, but so much uncertainty over even getting it put me off. And though it would be a 'one-time payment' (quite literally) it's more than I can afford.

I have quite a stash of benzos now - though I've been using them sparingly, because I'm not that familiar with benzo usage I have been *trying* to roughly work out how long they take to send me to sleep, as ideally what I'd like to do is take them when I'm still awake enough to do so, but fall asleep as soon as possible afterwards.

What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
I'm still on the fence with SN
Fear: the unknown, what will happen till actual death, time till death, survival instinct during the process, will increasing gastric PH work, can't take anythign for sedation except possibly Nembutal. Grisly corpse. All I have is Nitschke's story.

A certain Chabot 'dizziness, nausea, muscle weakness, headache, passing out, epileptic insult'. You feel sick, how sick ?

@Duqu ,

I'm not sure how sedating that Klonopin will be. It's primarily an anticonvulsant. But if you know it works for you ...
 
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Ready to go.

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
I'm still on the fence with SN
I'm still on the fence with SN method. I only have Xanax but they're short acting and not sure if drinking a lot of alcohol would dilute the SN. I'd feel a lot more comfortable with having Klonopin even if only to prevent seizures. I think they'd take too long to get to US, PLUS I'm not familiar with using Darknet.
 
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Revok

Member
Oct 6, 2018
69
SN seems good and reliable if you can pass out quickly and don't vomit.

I'm mostly worried about not passing out and having a very painful ordeal, hence I'll probably take some sleeping meds and high % alcohol (to keep the volume low) before. Timing is hard though. I don't want to pass out before taking the SN, but I want to preferably pass out quickly after taking it.

I'll admit I'm afraid though and I'm thinking I'll get a rope ready as a plan B so I have a quicker way out if things do get messy. SN also has a vasodilatory effect, thereby decreasing blood pressure, which should hopefully also make it easier to pass out from hanging.
 
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millefeui

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Mar 31, 2018
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Not afraid at all, it just seems too confusing for my lizard brain. My brain can't comprehend something more complex than hanging.
 
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Ready to go.

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
I don't mind admitting I'm scared of it, I must admit. It's my chosen method now. I considered N, but so much uncertainty over even getting it put me off. And though it would be a 'one-time payment' (quite literally) it's more than I can afford.

I have quite a stash of benzos now - though I've been using them sparingly, because I'm not that familiar with benzo usage I have been *trying* to roughly work out how long they take to send me to sleep, as ideally what I'd like to do is take them when I'm still awake enough to do so, but fall asleep as soon as possible afterwards.

What benzos are people using with SN, as a matter of interest? I could afford another darkweb order if there's any particularly recommended one...
I'm not familiar with ordering off darkweb. Do you mind sharing how long it takes for delivery? I'm in US.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
Nitschke doesn't mention sleeping pills/sedation, does he ? Not as part of the official cocktail.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
I'm a little worried but not terribly afraid by it. I think the SN megathread people are blowing the "pain" stuff way out of proportion because of one person's failure (Note: They did NOT take an entiemetic, did NOT take anything to sleep through whatever your body goes through, etc).
Nitschke doesn't mention sleeping pills/sedation, does he ? Not as part of the official cocktail.
SN seems good and reliable if you can pass out quickly and don't vomit.

I'm mostly worried about not passing out and having a very painful ordeal, hence I'll probably take some sleeping meds and high % alcohol (to keep the volume low) before. Timing is hard though. I don't want to pass out before taking the SN, but I want to preferably pass out quickly after taking it.

I'll admit I'm afraid though and I'm thinking I'll get a rope ready as a plan B so I have a quicker way out if things do get messy. SN also has a vasodilatory effect, thereby decreasing blood pressure, which should hopefully also make it easier to pass out from hanging.

You guys should get weed oil if possible. That stuff is amazing for pain. If you take enough of it you are passing out and staying out.
 
Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
@Duqu ,

I'm not sure how sedating that Klonopin will be. It's primarily an anticonvulsant. But if you know it works for you ...

I actually do take Klonopin for my epilepsy, so I do have somewhat of a tolerance. it's not great at *knocking* you out, but it's pretty good at *keeping* you out once it kicks in (it's a longer acting benzo). My thorazine (also an antiemetic interestingly) and xanax are more for putting me out initially. I'll probably take the tagamet and meto about an hour before, the downers about half an hour to 20 mins before, then take my whole OD cocktail together (which includes many grams of several opioids as well).
 

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