I really love Of Herbs And Altars, they make mostly story time/vlog videos and videoessay-style rants. I really love how raw and honest those videos are, Dorian is a great storyteller and watching that has made me realize many new things about the world. They talk about growing up with mental illness, the 90s-2000s goth scene, experiences with recreational drugs and the broken healthcare system.. it's mostly not light and easy to watch, but I think it's worth it and weirdly enough, some of their stories motivated me to keep trying to get a better life, like - even if everything is miserable, there's still a possibility that one day you will find something fun or enjoyable.