Hydrokhoos
Member
- Dec 1, 2019
- 68
I'm so tired of depression and everything that comes with it.
My rooms a mess. I can't ever find anything. I just took a long hard look at my bathroom counter that's covered in bandages, self harm tools, prescription bottles, and other random shit.
When I'm manic everything gets a place. I clean over and over and over again.
But when I'm depressed it's just stuck like this and it stresses me out more.
On the plus side, its keeping me from ctb'ing because I dont want anyone to come in and see that I lived like this.
My rooms a mess. I can't ever find anything. I just took a long hard look at my bathroom counter that's covered in bandages, self harm tools, prescription bottles, and other random shit.
When I'm manic everything gets a place. I clean over and over and over again.
But when I'm depressed it's just stuck like this and it stresses me out more.
On the plus side, its keeping me from ctb'ing because I dont want anyone to come in and see that I lived like this.