I have been for a few months now, but I think I've finally cracked. My first attempts were when I lived alone (December) and I wanted to wait until I moved out of my father's home (moved here in January) so he doesn't find my body. I don't think I can wait anymore though. I was planning to CTB just this morning, but I was too exhausted these past few days and couldn't get everything in order just yet. But I think I'll probably try sometime this week though and just skip some of the things I wanted to do (write my goodbyes and so forth). I'll probably just write a note for my dad and that's about it. I'm thinking about getting supplies for partial tonight actually.