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- May 29, 2020
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I'm wondering if many others here also have an eating disorder, and how/if it relates to you wanting to CTB? I guess for me the relationship between the two has been quite significant. I was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa when I was 14, and at that time I was actually using it as both a coping mechanism and a means to ctb. I have experienced both the restrictive subtype and binge/purge subtype. Currently dealing with binge/purge
I am also underweight, although I am far from my lowest weight and I would like to get back to that before I ctb(35kg/BMI 11), my preferred method is SN but it's possible this will kill me in the meantime. But for now my ED is actually one of the only things keeping me going, it's an addiction after all, and for me has been a very good(albeit, destructive and dangerous) coping mechanism
I am also underweight, although I am far from my lowest weight and I would like to get back to that before I ctb(35kg/BMI 11), my preferred method is SN but it's possible this will kill me in the meantime. But for now my ED is actually one of the only things keeping me going, it's an addiction after all, and for me has been a very good(albeit, destructive and dangerous) coping mechanism