lwlaiet8887
Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
- Sep 14, 2023
- 288
I feel like I've finally made peace with my CTB in the near future. I realize how deterministic life and that my circumstances are out of my control. It also helps that I've spent many years living and suffering in futility although I can't deny that I had some good moments, although they were mostly amplified by my delusion and unawareness of how unfair life is. It's not about how hard you work or your soul (for many things) but sheer luck despite what we're commonly told, "Work enough and you can have whatever you want in life" hah, what a funny joke. At the moment I'm just enjoying music, warm drinks, will maybe play games a few more times bagging up my stuff. The only thing bothering me is failing my CBT as there's a possibility of failure although small. Overall I feel at peace.
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