I feel like i am carrying around weights on my body all day. I am so tired and exhausted. I cant wait for tomorrow night, just me, my Fentanyl and calm music.
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worthIess, Nyxð“‚€, not-2-b-the-answer and 6 others
luckyyyy. that's 1 of my dream methods, od'ing on heroin/fent. do u have a playlist u plan on playing??
i wish i could feel heavy & tired again. funnily enough, i now miss the constant overbearing anguish i used to feel & h8. it was the driving force for kms. now i don't feel anything :// it's harder to overcome the SI w no strong neg emotion.
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Deadfrogwalking, not-2-b-the-answer, doormat25 and 1 other person
luckyyyy. that's 1 of my dream methods, od'ing on heroin/fent. do u have a playlist u plan on playing??
i wish i could feel heavy & tired again. funnily enough, i now miss the constant overbearing anguish i used to feel & h8. it was the driving force for kms. now i don't feel anything :// it's harder to overcome the SI w no strong neg emotion.
Fully understand that feeling,
Weighted down, exhausted no matter what I do or take to try and compensate.
Coping skills gone, even drunk as hell or high as a kite is no relief anymore.
Lol, the notification bell from this site seems to be my only relief these days, when I read what others post at least I know I'm not alone, there is some small comfort in that.
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