Who do you want to find you when you CTB

  • family

    Votes: 4 19.0%
  • friend

    Votes: 1 4.8%
  • best friend

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • partner

    Votes: 1 4.8%
  • enemy

    Votes: 1 4.8%
  • first responders

    Votes: 8 38.1%
  • nobody

    Votes: 6 28.6%
  • other (specify in thread)

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Total voters
    21
guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
91
personally I want EMS to find me before my family does. I don't want them to be too shocked
 
Phantomygg

Phantomygg

Member
Sep 21, 2023
23
I want my family to find me to see what all the pain they caused me did
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,513
I don't want to be found, I wish I could erase my existence like I never suffered at all but of course if I no longer exist then nothing in this cruel, torturous existence can matter to me, that's what comforts me about being dead.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,924
Ideally nobody. I have no desire to be found
 
J

JustAnx

Student
Oct 12, 2024
132
If i get to ctb, i'm thinking of going through with it at a hotel. So probably it's gonna be someone from the hotel staff ?

Like i said in another thread, i really don't care as long as it isn't my mom.
 
S

Sleepycat

Member
Mar 31, 2023
28
No one. But if someone has too. I really dont care. Not that i dont love my family. But if i ever find the courage to kill myself, i wont give a fuck. As long as i dont have to go to any form of "afterlife" i just want dead. Quiet. No awareness, no nothing, just dead. Ive also told my family to say or do what they had to to not pay for bullshit or bureaucracy. My sister asked i told her. If they make you claim and pay. Burn and trash. No fancy urn. No stupid rituals. Just burn and throw in the bin.
 

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