Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
40
I miss a good friend that I no longer talk to.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
Myself
 
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Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
My happy child self and my late grandparents.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
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One of my exs. At the time i was stupid. At the time i couldnt tell but looking back he cared. He looked out for me, and again i was too fucking stupid to see it.
As a birthday present to myself i unblocked him from facebook. And the other night i wanted to message him. I want to tell him how sorry and stupid i am. But im already in enough fucked up shit with one of my exs, i need priorities for now and sadly saying sorry to him isnt it. I hope some day i can and will though.
However im not sure he'll believe me or want to hear it. I was a fucking cunt to him.
 
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Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
40
One of my exs. At the time i was stupid. At the time i couldnt tell but looking back he cared. He looked out for me, and again i was too fucking stupid to see it.
As a birthday present to myself i unblocked him from facebook. And the other night i wanted to message him. I want to tell him how sorry and stupid i am. But im already in enough fucked up shit with one of my exs, i need priorities for now and sadly saying sorry to him isnt it. I hope some day i can and will though.
However im not sure he'll believe me or want to hear it. I was a fucking cunt to him.
I was going through something similar not long ago. I've accepted that I'm too damaged to love anyone and let him go. It's best for me to be alone than bring people I care down with me
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
This girl I crushed on because I'm pathetic. Thankfully, I don't have any dead relatives that I was close to.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Myself, my xbf and my pets. What could have been had I found something lucrative and tolerable.
 
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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
My father, my ex-gf, my other ex-gf who I really shouldn't miss but I do.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
My childhood Nonhuman companions, we were in the same hellboat.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,215
I used to have friends when I was younger and while life was more interesting when I had them, I don't miss them actually. I cannot think of a person but maybe I miss the past a little bit. Even know I still didn't want to be alive then, things weren't as bad I guess.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
My mother... She died 7 years ago and I miss her so much...I'm crying right now, I need her so much.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Grandad and a few of my old friends
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
My cats and dogs.
 
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WitheringAway

WitheringAway

Ima shake the champagne bottle...
Jun 23, 2020
404
My cats
 
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sunnyflower

Member
Feb 11, 2021
22
My beautiful boy
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
I miss my Health because now I'm FUBAR;-;
 
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bear_trapped

bear_trapped

taking it one day at a time
Feb 13, 2020
70
my ex...
i was so blinded by mental illness and jealousy that i neglected our relationship. i was one big problem and feel terrible for how much she put up with. i wish i could apologize to her but we haven't talked since school got shut down last march
 
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Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
My aunt who passed, in December it'll be two years since she's gone :( also my online friend... though I don't know if friend is the right word, because I'm in love with him.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Being happy without pills….
 
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BeyondGoodNEvil

BeyondGoodNEvil

Member
Jun 22, 2020
94
i miss myself.
i used to be quirky and full of life.had no trouble with anything.always had a blast with friends.felt great at work.loved the fuck out of the old ex.
Now im bitter,lazy and dont even want to try anything fuk i dont even jack off or want to have sex anymore. playing video games became chores.friends just became annoying.fuck even saying hi to someone feels like effort.
people say i changed.
I havent that person u mention died ages ago im someone else
i will never become like him so why should i bother trying.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
My two young sons.
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
630
A friend who overdosed last year. I don't think she intended to die that night but she knowingly took a dangerous combo.

I envy her.
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
My mom who abandoned and still won't talk to me. It hurts.
 
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