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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
"I'm dead. Don't find me"

"I have committed suicide because I'm failing. Don't find me."

"I have abandoned you all."
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
What's your relationship with your family like?

I'm probably the worst at giving advice about this kind of thing because I really struggle with how responses would be read by other people, but I think #3 is the most harsh, #1 is the most brusque, and that leaves #2, so I'm leaning towards that.

I don't know if this is any better:
"I've moved onto a better world. Don't look for me."

I don't forgive my own family but I know a note won't make any difference to how they think/feel. I don't want to make that assumption for anyone else, I just haven't thought about leaving a note that concerns my family since the last one I wrote.
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
What's your relationship with your family like?

I'm probably the worst at giving advice about this kind of thing because I really struggle with how responses would be read by other people, but I think #3 is the most harsh, #1 is the most brusque, and that leaves #2, so I'm leaning towards that.

I don't know if this is any better:
"I've moved onto a better world. Don't look for me."

I don't forgive my own family but I know a note won't make any difference to how they think/feel. I don't want to make that assumption for anyone else, I just haven't thought about leaving a note that concerns my family since the last one I wrote.
You're right, I am thinking of using #2 as well, so they think I am dead and won't bother finding me at all.

And your suggestion is also a good one, but I would suggest a small change, I would change it to "I've moved into a better life. Don't look for me."

And I don't forgive my family either, for making my life so difficult like this.