Hi, I am planning on killing myself in 169 days, and am trying to get a plan that will work. I really dont care about the pain, i just need it to work. I have a few ideas, can someone tell me which one is the most lethal?
1. take a 50 foot wire rope and hang myself off a 59 foot bridge. I heard that using a wire rope and that big of a drop would decapitate me. the only problems with this is if it doesn't kill me, and the bridge is a toll bridge, it does have a spot for pedestrians, but someone could still try to stop me from jumping. so with this it would have to kill me instantly or ill probably be found and saved.
2. Alternatively, I could just jump off the bridge like a normal person. i know that the jump is not enough, but I could drown myself. there has been lots if instances of people drowning in that river. or I could find a more secluded part of the river, in the forest to drown. I could even go kyaking.
3. there is a big lake less than a mile south of my house. I could cut through the woods and drown myself there. with this, I would not be able to do it 169 day from now, because then I'd be in college and if I drown it would be in the river. so I would have to do it next time im home alone (I'm an 18 year old still living with parents, ill go to college next year though)
4. I could buy a normal rope and hang myself. I am down with doing either a full hang or a partial hang. I could find a tree in the forest to hang on, but am not sure how to tie the rope to the branch if I can't reach it and am not strong enough to climb the tree. with this, I would have to fid a spot that I wont be found.
5. or I could try the tourniquet method. it seems really simple and I could do it any night. and if it doesn't succeed ill be completely fine and would just remove the stick and shoelace from my neck. but it seems a little... too simple. so I am skeptical on its effectiveness.
I thought about injesting stuff, like poisons or SN, but I dont think thats good for me because it would be hard to get all the materials as a college student. I also don't want to do anything that puts others in harms way, so no carbon monoxide poisoning or burning or anything like that. I also need something small and noncomspicious that I can hide, so inert gasses are unfortunately off the table. with hights, the highest thing that I would have access to is the bridge. can someone please tell me if one of the plans i mentioned above will work?
1. take a 50 foot wire rope and hang myself off a 59 foot bridge. I heard that using a wire rope and that big of a drop would decapitate me. the only problems with this is if it doesn't kill me, and the bridge is a toll bridge, it does have a spot for pedestrians, but someone could still try to stop me from jumping. so with this it would have to kill me instantly or ill probably be found and saved.
2. Alternatively, I could just jump off the bridge like a normal person. i know that the jump is not enough, but I could drown myself. there has been lots if instances of people drowning in that river. or I could find a more secluded part of the river, in the forest to drown. I could even go kyaking.
3. there is a big lake less than a mile south of my house. I could cut through the woods and drown myself there. with this, I would not be able to do it 169 day from now, because then I'd be in college and if I drown it would be in the river. so I would have to do it next time im home alone (I'm an 18 year old still living with parents, ill go to college next year though)
4. I could buy a normal rope and hang myself. I am down with doing either a full hang or a partial hang. I could find a tree in the forest to hang on, but am not sure how to tie the rope to the branch if I can't reach it and am not strong enough to climb the tree. with this, I would have to fid a spot that I wont be found.
5. or I could try the tourniquet method. it seems really simple and I could do it any night. and if it doesn't succeed ill be completely fine and would just remove the stick and shoelace from my neck. but it seems a little... too simple. so I am skeptical on its effectiveness.
I thought about injesting stuff, like poisons or SN, but I dont think thats good for me because it would be hard to get all the materials as a college student. I also don't want to do anything that puts others in harms way, so no carbon monoxide poisoning or burning or anything like that. I also need something small and noncomspicious that I can hide, so inert gasses are unfortunately off the table. with hights, the highest thing that I would have access to is the bridge. can someone please tell me if one of the plans i mentioned above will work?
