saintives

saintives

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Dec 23, 2019
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I won't share my story its too sad but it's time to go pretty soon! My situation cant be fixed. I want a comforting item to hold when I go alone. What would you choose?
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
I have this u-shaped neck pillow that looks like a beagle. I will be holding it, but since it is a neck pillow, if I accidentally survive, I won't be embarrassed.
 
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saintives

saintives

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Dec 23, 2019
38
I have this u-shaped neck pillow that looks like a beagle. I will be holding it, but since it is a neck pillow, if I accidentally survive, I won't be embarrassed.

So adorable! I might get a pokemon oneee
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Offhand, I have a stuffed football I bought for warmth since holding a pillow while sleeping gets complicated.

I thought there would be a list of items and I would get to choose one. Somewhat disappointed.
 
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saintives

saintives

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Dec 23, 2019
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Asorry
Offhand, I have a stuffed football I bought for warmth since holding a pillow while sleeping gets complicated.

I thought there would be a list of items and I would get to choose one. Somewhat disappointed

I dont know how to do that sorry, I dont feel very well too
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
1,384
One of my dogs that passed away meant the world to me so I will have her blanket and toy.
 
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
I will probably wear my brother's rugby shirt. It's 30 years old, my sister in law sent it to me when she was going through his clothes and personal stuff. I'll also have my Ipod and ear buds so that I can listen to my favorite tunes
 
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noctiva

noctiva

the invisible girl
Nov 6, 2019
393
Plush unicorn al 101018 7175mna 9L SL1500
Both of these. Sleeping on the unicorn, it's huge. Don't judge the pink.
 
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OreoWellington

OreoWellington

Ready To Die
Sep 28, 2019
123
The dead body of my pet bird that I kept with me to this day. Yeah, morbid and creepy, I know.
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

Experienced
Dec 25, 2019
236
The dead body of my pet bird that I kept with me to this day. Yeah, morbid and creepy, I know.
I think it is so sweet of you that you still remember about him/her. Even if you do this in such not very socially acceptable way.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
My favorite Living Dead Doll will be beside me so I can look at her one last time (if possible), and I will have my favorite stuffed animal to hold as I ctb.
 
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Jon

Student
Oct 1, 2018
109
My mum's cross, which she was wearing and holding on to the days leading up to her death. I've also collected a huge selection of quotes, passages, and verses, on suicide and death, some of which I've printed out. I've yet to choose the one which will give me the greatest strength in those final moments though.
 
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S1mpleme

Mage
Dec 27, 2019
517
I had lots of items in my life that supposed to make me happier, at least a little bit, but none of them. I think would be the best for me to be someone around, I mean not just a stranger, but someone who really thinks about you.
 
DepressoEspresso

DepressoEspresso

Member
Dec 27, 2019
31
I have a teddy bear I was given when I started preschool. My mother gave it to me as a comfort item (I was a very anxious kid.) It was her bear as well so it has a lot of sentimental value. That's what I'm going to hold.
 
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Dystopic_Momento

Dystopic_Momento

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Dec 8, 2019
87
I won't share my story its too sad but it's time to go pretty soon! My situation cant be fixed. I want a comforting item to hold when I go alone. What would you choose?
Thank you for thinking of this. I was just planning to plow my way through it like an endurance test. You've changed my perspective. I think I'd like to hold onto a blanket or a pillow.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Picture of my brother and myself along with a stuffed animal I've had since I was born.
 
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Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Student
Oct 27, 2018
134
A pack of cigarettes, my favorite Bic lighter with skulls on it and a double vodka martini. Ya takes your comfort where ya can find it and I am not a particularly sentimental person...no attachments to stuffed animals or tattered blankies.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
My Bert plush but I wouldn't want it with me after death - i'll hope my sister keeps it in my memory.
 
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waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
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goldenrods

goldenrods

your angel
Dec 27, 2019
84
I won't share my story its too sad but it's time to go pretty soon! My situation cant be fixed. I want a comforting item to hold when I go alone. What would you choose?
plushies all the way!!! i don't care, i have no shame. i'll die holding my life sized detective pikachu. can't be embarrassed when you're dead, fuckers !!
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I'm going to have my pet with me as I ctb, so that's as comforting as it gets for me.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
My bunny and tiger plushies I had since I was 3 and things were still magical.
 
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Rena rossy

Rena rossy

will be blue
Dec 24, 2019
124
An Axolotl glass figure and a bracelet that I barely use but means a lot to me.
 
PartingGlass

PartingGlass

Member
Dec 26, 2019
58
I don't think it counts because I wouldn't be alone but I'd like to hold someone's hand.
 
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saintives

saintives

Member
Dec 23, 2019
38
Thank you for thinking of this. I was just planning to plow my way through it like an endurance test. You've changed my perspective. I think I'd like to hold onto a blanket or a pillow.

Same. I may hold my own hand too lol
 
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PaYo

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
223
gahahaha, maybe a hammer :P
 
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Lotus

Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
234
I am the biggest couch potato, so I would want to cover myself with this blanket.

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I have a lot of other cozy clothes, but I'm imagining myself wearing a long, white dress when I CTB. I'm thinking something like Natalie Portman's dress in Black Swan. My mother has told me I look like in angel in all white. Even though she won't find me, she will be in my thoughts. I imagine it being very beautiful.

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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
376
Depends on what method i will choose in the end but if its n or sn i will be holding my teddy bear ❤️
 
AnnonyBox

AnnonyBox

Specialist
Apr 11, 2018
334
I have a pillow that I hug when I sleep because of my perpetual loneliness. Death is just a sleep I won't wake up from, so I'll probably hug that pillow as I go. I might listen to some music as I go, no idea which songs though.
 

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