Mistiie

Mistiie

This is a Junly moment
Nov 10, 2023
205
Interested in hearing where people will go and CTB. Will it be in your bed? The kitchen? Garden? A lake? Park bench? Where do you wanna go?

I think I'll personally either go in my sleep using medication or I'll go out quietly at about 2am and go down to my local park, take it there and then fall asleep on the bench. I just really hope it's not a child or some poor innocent person who finds me dead or in a bad state, because I would never forgive myself for doing that to them.
 
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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
468
I'll be in front of my bed of the floor.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
My most likely method is nitrogen exit bag and plan on doing it in my car.
 
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Iris Blue

Iris Blue

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-
Oct 23, 2023
219
I'm thinking of hanging myself at a park but at a certain time and no where near anyone else. My main priority is making sure I don't traumatize any random civilian. I already planned out turning off my location for my family but keeping my phone on me for the cops to locate my body before the park reopens. Most of my plan is working around everyone else which can make it more difficult.
 
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ohyouknow

ohyouknow

Member
Jun 11, 2022
76
In my art studio where I know no one will find me too soon. Also, I don't want to contaminate my home with the negative memory of finding my dead body in it, possibly making it unbearable for my family to keep living there.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
947
Hotel/ motel.
 
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NotMyUsualName

trapped
Oct 22, 2023
4
depending on my method, might be off in some heavily forested area near my house, far enough where nobody will see me
 
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disgustingmale

disgustingmale

Member
Jul 22, 2022
20
I will be killing myself at home.
 
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Ammended

Member
Oct 29, 2023
45
In my art studio where I know no one will find me too soon. Also, I don't want to contaminate my home with the negative memory of finding my dead body in it, possibly making it unbearable for my family to keep living there.
This. I want to be in a familiar place, but don't want what I've done to ruin my home for my loved ones.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,940
Preferably I would like to die in my bed while I'm sleeping but most likely it will be the bathroom (or a tent) My method is CO with charcoal, I'd consider OD with meds or drugs if I had a chance to acquire the needed stuff.
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
A hotel. I would do it in the bed and just die there. If that wasnt possible then I would set up a tent in a forest or something and camp there (and die overnight). Not doing it where i live as i live with other individuals
 
f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
60
hopefully deep in the woods but theres also a large wooded park not super far from me, and i feel that would work. I hope im able to hang myself from high enough that im not super noticeable
 
Iva

Iva

Student
Mar 4, 2023
106
Interested in hearing where people will go and CTB. Will it be in your bed? The kitchen? Garden? A lake? Park bench? Where do you wanna go?

I think I'll personally either go in my sleep using medication or I'll go out quietly at about 2am and go down to my local park, take it there and then fall asleep on the bench. I just really hope it's not a child or some poor innocent person who finds me dead or in a bad state, because I would never forgive myself for doing that to them.
hopefully in my apartment. I know it's unethical to use carbon monoxide in an apartment building for risk that it could hurt my neighbors but im running out of options at this point.
 
cyandude

cyandude

T-x days left... -.-
Nov 4, 2023
63
Probably on my bed listening to my favorite music and hugging my plushies, but I could also jump off a bridge depending on how I feel, was planning to head to my city's tallest bridge on New Year's to watch the fireworks before I CTB. Also very aesthetic. Not sure yet!
 
PixelPlant

PixelPlant

smile, you’ve lived :)
Aug 15, 2023
79
in an abandoned stadium in my city. i always loved music and football
 
Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
From the comfort of my bedroom, and I cannot wait till my parents find my worthless ass hanging. Maybe then they'll regret never listening to me.
 
SanguineShark

SanguineShark

I am the monster you created
Jun 23, 2023
223
I'd need to do it outside my home, I live with family and I don't want them to find me. I'd probably go to a wooded area near me. I thought about hanging myself, but I'm terrified that at my survival instinct would kick in hard and make my last moment full of horrifying terror. I got high recently and genuinely thought I was going to die, it was the worst fear I ever felt.. I want to avoid it. I think I'd just try to do SN as it's feels more peaceful?
 
Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
I know a spot where there's barely any people in all directions for 1km. It's a huge hill with lots of trees and greenery, very beautiful.
 
Smelly_ballz

Smelly_ballz

No hope in heaven, No fear of hell
Oct 30, 2023
122
Depends if I am home or at my dorm.
Home - walk to the park and do it in the bathroom (no one uses it, it's not labeled or anything) or some place similar in the park late at night. Dorm - outside next to the building in a spot no one goes to/can see. Also late at night.
For both, I'd call the emergency line so no unsuspecting person finds me. I know that is risky, but I want someone who is prepared to find me.
 
DeecyTee

DeecyTee

New here
Sep 23, 2023
25
Interested in hearing where people will go and CTB. Will it be in your bed? The kitchen? Garden? A lake? Park bench? Where do you wanna go?

I think I'll personally either go in my sleep using medication or I'll go out quietly at about 2am and go down to my local park, take it there and then fall asleep on the bench. I just really hope it's not a child or some poor innocent person who finds me dead or in a bad state, because I would never forgive myself for doing that to them.
Somewhere isolated. I don't want people who love me to find me.
 
Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
316
Either deep in the woods and in a river, or in my room, depending.
 
natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
157
I'm going to set up my nitrogen tank, bags, and something to play music from ahead of time, in a corner of my room. That corner will be where I ctb.
 
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SLADE

Member
Nov 13, 2023
12
Hopefully somewhere beautiful. If not my bedroom will do just fine.
 
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