Help where to hide and also where to use SN?

[anxivoid]

I don't leave my house at all, so when my SN arrive and I will go to take it with backpack - my parents probably will notice it and will try to know what's in it. So I only have an idea to put it under bed, but it's still not seem safe at all. And second, the most important - I really don't know where to use it. It's very dangerous to use it outside, right? In forest for example.

 

[mapletree]

Where can I even get SN without causing suspicion?

 

[anxivoid]

Where can I even get SN without causing suspicion?

Sorry, I'm from russia so I don't know. Here it's easy, it is not prohibited for sale or something, you just google it, make an order and that's it.

Hide it in the same place you would hide drugs, or maybe bag it well and hide it in your shampoo bottle.

As far as a place to commit suicide, rent an airbnb, one where you have the entire place to yourself. No nosy housekeeping.

I can't rent a hotel room or something because I don't have money at all and my sociophobia won't allow me to do something like that lol.

 

[ihateliving]

Is it dangerous to use outdoors?

 

[RealHumanBean]

Is it dangerous to use outdoors?

Only in the sense that the outdoors is wide open and anyone could find you, interrupt you, or call police/paramedics on you.

 

[ihateliving]

Only in the sense that the outdoors is wide open and anyone could find you, interrupt you, or call police/paramedics on you.

Ah I see! Thanks for clearing that up. Its not like harmful to nature?
I read a post the other day about people having to wear hazmat suits when they saw SN was present? Is this true ?

 

[BPD Barbie]

Ah I see! Thanks for clearing that up. Its not like harmful to nature?
I read a post the other day about people having to wear hazmat suits when they saw SN was present? Is this true ?

If there is a mention of an unknown white powder or substance then yeah they're probably gonna roll up in hazmat suits just until they know what it is. Just a protocol.

 

[ihateliving]

If there is a mention of an unknown white powder or substance then yeah they're probably gonna roll up in hazmat suits just until they know what it is. Just a protocol.

Thanks for that info.
But it won't harm anyone else? I'm going to a hotel to do it so I won't be interrupted. Having SN in the room would put the hotel workers in danger will it?

 

[RealHumanBean]

Thanks for that info.
But it won't harm anyone else? I'm going to a hotel to do it so I won't be interrupted. Having SN in the room would put the hotel workers in danger will it?

It's just a salt. They use it for curing meat. It just so happens to also deprive the body of oxygen long enough to kill you if you ingest enough of it. It's no more dangerous than anything under your sink.

 

[Rue89]

I have my SN hidden in my closet. Just hide it somewhere your parents won't look. Maybe don't put the SN in the backpack until you're going to leave the house with it. As for a place to ctb, can you sneak out during the night? I plan to do it in the back of a park around 4-5:00am because I know nobody is around at that time. I watched the place for a while to make sure I'll be alone. I'd suggest doing that also if you're going to ctb outside.

 

[anxivoid]

I have my SN hidden in my closet. Just hide it somewhere your parents won't look. Maybe don't put the SN in the backpack until you're going to leave the house with it. As for a place to ctb, can you sneak out during the night? I plan to do it in the back of a park around 4-5:00am because I know nobody is around at that time. I watched the place for a while to make sure I'll be alone. I'd suggest doing that also if you're going to ctb outside.

Still not sure that i will do that somewhere outside. There are no parks, really small town. So I can go only to a forest...
But idk, if you vomit u know it's not cool to do it somewhere outside the house, huh. And it seems I can't sneak out in the night :(

 

[leiche]

в наших мухосрансках, думаю, только в лес и идти)) а спрятать можно, я хз, я шпоры на егэ в трусах прятал

 

[anxivoid]

в наших мухосрансках, думаю, только в лес и идти)) а спрятать можно, я хз, я шпоры на егэ в трусах прятал

Лол, я надеюсь, тут можно реплаить на каких-то других языках, всё таки англоязычный форум.
Так вот. Проблема в том, что..Ну серьёзно, мне не всё равно, что случится с телом, пусть я его и ненавижу, хех. Впрочем, только из-за того, что страшно этим травмирую родственников. А дома это сделать кажется почти невозможным, но, как говорится, will see.
К слову, сравнение со "шпорами" что-то не совсем удачное, как мне кажется.

 

[leiche]

Лол, я надеюсь, тут можно реплаить на каких-то других языках, всё таки англоязычный форум.
Так вот. Проблема в том, что..Ну серьёзно, мне не всё равно, что случится с телом, пусть я его и ненавижу, хех. Впрочем, только из-за того, что страшно этим травмирую родственников. А дома это сделать кажется почти невозможным, но, как говорится, will see.
К слову, сравнение со "шпорами" что-то не совсем удачное, как мне кажется.

если хочешь, можем в лс перейти)) хотя отвечать можно и на русском, там где-то треды чисто русских людей были, но они мертвы уже (треды)

 

[InevitablePattern91]

I hide it inside my work bag, no one touches the bag, so no one will find the SN there. But before, I used to hide it over my wardrobe.

 

[Nymph]

Ah I see! Thanks for clearing that up. Its not like harmful to nature?
I read a post the other day about people having to wear hazmat suits when they saw SN was present? Is this true ?

It is dangerous to nature, it can poison bodies of water and kill animals and such. There's multiple warnings on the bottle of SN. If you keep it in your body it's fine but don't spill it or throw it away in nature!! Don't ruin nature:(

 

[ihateliving]

It is dangerous to nature, it can poison bodies of water and kill animals and such. There's multiple warnings on the bottle of SN. If you keep it in your body it's fine but don't spill it or throw it away in nature!! Don't ruin nature:(

Gosh, I wouldn't dream of doing that! I'm very very conscious of it. I'm a vegan too, goes against all my morals. It is my biggest worry. What to do with the left over SN and if I'm outside and I vomit .. will the vomit be toxic to wildlife? Going to try and find a hotel I think

 

[Nymph]

Gosh, I wouldn't dream of doing that! I'm very very conscious of it. I'm a vegan too, goes against all my morals. It is my biggest worry. What to do with the left over SN and if I'm outside and I vomit .. will the vomit be toxic to wildlife? Going to try and find a hotel I think

you could just bottle up the rest of SN and it would be okay but I do think the vomit would probably still be toxic, I guess you could lay plastic bags around you but that would kinda suck. Hotel would be better but of course not everyone can do that

 

[Øystein]

Why don't you start going on small walks now so that your parents would get used to this new routine of yours and think nothing of it when the time comes? I know it's difficult to leave your house when you're in a bad place mentally, trust me, i'm with you, but it could help you not raise suspicion.

 

[anxivoid]

Why don't you start going on small walks now so that your parents would get used to this new routine of yours and think nothing of it when the time comes? I know it's difficult to leave your house when you're in a bad place mentally, trust me, i'm with you, but it could help you not raise suspicion.

I thought about it but...no. Not my case. In fact, I thought..maybe I didn't even care. If they take it away from me, I'll probably try to hang myself or jump from somewhere, especially when I'm on emotions.