Where to hang yourself? Partial or full?

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First, where do you do this when you live with some elderly family and don't want to cause them cardiac arrest upon finding your body? I live in a city, there's no public but private enough area I could do it afaik, but please suggest any guesses or common locations I might've overlooked. I also really don't want my ugly ass on gore sites. I want there to be a guarantee of either not being found or only found by responsible law enforcement. Maybe this is too much to ask without compromise.


And second, how much less effective is partial than full suspension? Does one involve more suffering? Where could I do full suspension when I don't have secure ceiling fans?


Is there a good chance I'd bust this showerhead out of the wall at 120lbs? Wobbles a lot when I pull on it, not sure how deep it really is in the wall.