Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
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F meaning fentanyl and preferably in a powder so I can try a rectal infusion. I could try the SN method but have no access to antiemetics so there's a big chance I'll vomit most of it up, unless you guys can recommend a decent vendor. The GP doesn't want to provide most drugs for me as I've tried to kill myself numerous times.

I have a bit of money to spare (at most £150) in order to do this.

I'm not one for pain/needles so won't want to inject anything. Any advice is helpful.
 
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Berlin76

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Use the search bar for this subject and you will find your answers
 
Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Is there anyone here that knows how i can get F in NZ?
Is there anyone here that knows how i can get F in NZ?
Its so hard being on the other side of the world. It means access to all the things you want/need are next to impossible. Ive only ever wanted to CTB with a gun because of its effectivenss, but i dont have one and dont know how to get hold of one either. Then i started looking for SN and again came across the same problem. Now to try F, maybe i might have some luck there?? Im running out of ideas.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

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Nov 19, 2019
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I'm from Uk, for SN method you could use milk of magnesia tablets and buccastem which are both available over the counter.
 
Suez

Suez

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I'm from Uk, for SN method you could use milk of magnesia tablets and buccastem which are both available over the counter.
I have never heard of any such method involving milk of magnesium and buccastem? Does it have a similar effect/outcome to SN? Where did you hear about this? Ill do some searching, thanks for that, but would much rather something i know about and am more confident in, like F. I know that it is around in NZ. When a friend of mine was going through cancer treatment, another patient there was on F., Im hoping someone on here might be able to point me in the right direction.
 
Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
453
I have never heard of any such method involving milk of magnesium and buccastem? Does it have a similar effect/outcome to SN? Where did you hear about this? Ill do some searching, thanks for that, but would much rather something i know about and am more confident in, like F. I know that it is around in NZ. When a friend of mine was going through cancer treatment, another patient there was on F., Im hoping someone on here might be able to point me in the right direction.
You take them with SN sorry. This is from my own research, Stan used Milk of magnesia for his successful attempt.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

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Jan 11, 2020
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I have never heard of any such method involving milk of magnesium and buccastem? Does it have a similar effect/outcome to SN? Where did you hear about this? Ill do some searching, thanks for that, but would much rather something i know about and am more confident in, like F. I know that it is around in NZ. When a friend of mine was going through cancer treatment, another patient there was on F., Im hoping someone on here might be able to point me in the right direction.

I think he was responding to the OP, who mentioned issues with vomiting, and is also in the UK.

Perhaps it would help if you started a new thread for F in NZ, the thread title is drawing UK members.
 
Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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I think he was responding to the OP, who mentioned issues with vomiting, and is also in the UK.

Perhaps it would help if you started a new thread for F in NZ, the thread title is drawing UK members.
Makes alot of sense, thnks
 
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Thinking Beyond

Thinking Beyond

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Mar 27, 2020
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I was able to buy a gram of F off of a darknet vendor but he only delivers to the USA. Didn't check about other vendors.
 
Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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I was able to buy a gram of F off of a darknet vendor but he only delivers to the USA. Didn't check about other vendors.
Would you mind checking for me if there are any vendors in NZ? Im completely computer illiterate and have never been on the darknet nor no anything about it really.
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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F meaning fentanyl and preferably in a powder so I can try a rectal infusion. I could try the SN method but have no access to antiemetics so there's a big chance I'll vomit most of it up, unless you guys can recommend a decent vendor. The GP doesn't want to provide most drugs for me as I've tried to kill myself numerous times.

I have a bit of money to spare (at most £150) in order to do this.

I'm not one for pain/needles so won't want to inject anything. Any advice is helpful.

Why not Heroin?