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Daryl72
Student
- Mar 12, 2024
- 162
When one wants to die so badly and all other options are exhausted, can one really find a way to end it al. I say that without serious risk of pain and failure? I'm basically without any resources and with no access to the items that would at least ensure death, it's scary to worry about how much pain I will be in with whatever method I could find. My one option, which is likely.foinf to fail, is to try and OD on a load of prescription pills. These are not.mine as I haven't been able to get any meds or mental help in some time due to my Agoraphobia. Regardless, Im.fairly certain, it woukd just get violently ill and vomit them up. Odds are against it working to give.me a peaceful death. I'm also afraid of any hanging or partial hanging method as I feel I would likely fail or my survival instinct would.kick.in..I guess I'm.destined to keep suffering and.ultimatly end up on the streets or in the psych ward.